Logan POV:
I was sad. I was angry. I was disappointed. I was all kinds of things, too many emotions. not only because I'm getting fired but also because I'm probably going to get myself into trouble. I should never have found them. but still. . .they were just lying there. letters can't move on their own, someone put them there. but why? it was easy to see so the letters couldn't have been there long. Incidentally. . .those letters, they looked more like pages that had been torn out somewhere. . .and based on the type of written texts, was it some kind of agenda? or diary? maybe both?
the problem isn't the pages themselves, it's the writer of them. if it's true of course. it looked real. should I tell anyone about this? if so, who? I don't drive in F1 anymore so that doesn't help. If I tell some other Prema drivers they will never take me seriously. I need to do more research on this. I have to find out who the author of the pages spent a lot of time with. maybe they can help me further? but is that smart? maybe they don't want that at all.
god, this gives me a headache. I look out the window next to me. I just see some clouds, nothing more. another hour of flying and then I'll be in Monaco. I need to get away, even though it's just been summer break.
I grabbed up my phone and ignore all news notifications. I have known for a long time that I was fired. I'm about to send a message but I quickly delete the text, just wait a little longer.
At once I was already in Monaco. Finally I arrived at my appartement. I dropped my backpack in the corner of the hallway and grabbed the pages out of it. I put them all together and read them.
08-04-2014
the Barcelona Grand Prix is coming up. I hope to have a good race, even if I don't have the best car in F1 gravel. I have an appointment with *** before the race starts, so I'm looking forward to that too. apparently there was something wrong with ×××? we'll see! I completely forgot to write down why I now suddenly have a diary! I wanted to express some thoughts that I can't share with my friends and writing them down like this is a good alternative. ××× would probably laugh about it now, ### would have hit him on the head and tell him off like a parents. ### is the 'dad' of our friendgroup anyway, I have great friends! oh yes! I'm going to see ♡♡♡ again after the race weekend! God, I missed him so much! I hope to spend some time together! I promised ♡♡♡ I would have a romantic dinner with him! well, this was the first pages of my new diary!
-Jules
I swallowed thickly as I read it. I couldn't make out the news. Jules had covered them up. . .shit. I wanted to look at the other pages but when I saw that it was 1:30 AM already I put then away. It will be something for tommorow. I have no idea were I'm getting myself into. . .but we see. . .
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