My Lady....(Freenbecky)

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Faye showed every bit of memory that becky forgot. Or made to forget. But she remembers now. It all felt like a movie on her life. The ten days she had forgotten. The ten days that felt like she Missed .

Now everything was clear. She knew she loved freen. But something felt odd.  She knew the memories are real because what faye had just showed was what she has been seeing in her dreams. All those dreams were not false hope, that made becky at peace a bit. As the memories in her mind was playing back she felt a pressure being released from her chest she slowly exhaled a heavy breathe.

Nam and faye kept looking at her as her memory was coming back although she just saw them from a third person's point of view.

The moment when her night with freen played a tear drop came down from becky's eyes. A yellow dusty glow surrounded becky's eyes. The tear drop glowed in golden shine.

" she had golden tears?" nam put her hand on her mouth in shock.

" That's the purest from of love that she have for freen." faye said under her voice she was seriously observing becky. As this sudden gust of memories may put a load on becky's mind, that may lead to brain damage or worst dead from over stress. Faye was even watching her every movement of her heart, her vitals and everything else.

" freen would'be lucky to have this girl" said nam.

but in becky's mind every beautiful moment with freen came back to her mind. The night she came back from faye's capture freen came to her room.

flashback

" p'freen" becky woke up from her deep sleep that was induced by grandma.

becky's white night dress was covered by dark black blanket by freen, who was here a minute ago. but went outside to get some fresh air and also to cry. She couldn't see this cheerful girl lying in this state motionlessly. When she came back she saw becky sat down on her bed.

" don't get up!" freen said still keeping her composure as she was standing on the doorway. but she couldn't control the urge to hold becky anymore. so she just transported to the bed and sat beside becky.

"Did I disturbed your sleep?" asked freen in a low voice.

" NO! you actually saved me. I was having a bad dream , I saw I was getting married to p'faye." becky leaned on freen's shoulder and held tightly onto freen's arm.

" why was that scary?" freen asked with a smile.

" I can't think about getting married to anyone else except you." becky held onto freen's arm even tighter. Becky was sweating and trembling.

" Do you love me that much?" Said freen. Although she knew already the answer but she refused to read becky's mind and needed a verbal affirmation.

" Humm.. I do. I love you so much. That if you can't leave this castle I'll stay here with you forever." Becky said looking up at freen's eyes ,still holding onto her hand.

" Umm.. really? What are you going to do all day? You'll soon get bored and want to leave." Said freen.

" I would never." Becky said in a offended  manner. " I will never get bored of looking at your beautiful face..! When ever I'll get bored I will come to you and hug you to recharge my enargy. But.." Becky frown and looked down like something was bothering her.

Freen was enjoying listening to becky talk but when Becky said but her heart skipped a beat. Her mind also got flooded with questions like but what else? But I will get old and you'll still be the same. Will you still love me? The answer to this question was ready in freen's mind but still choose to stay silent let Becky speak.

" But what?" Freen looked at becky.

" But you can't got out so I won't be able to go on a beach with you that's a shame." Becky said while frowning.

" Don't worry I'll bring beach to you. So you need not worry about that!"  freen said as she was holding becky's head with her other hand that was not occupied by becky's head.

" humm! Is that how it will be? you will pamper me so much, what if I become demanding?" said becky looking at freen's eyes for answer.

Freen just let out a smile and said," how much can you demand?" said freen.

" What if I asked this castle to look like the way it was when this was built? ummmm no actually they were very dull at that time, weren't they?" said becky sitting up.

" um" freen nodded in approval.

" Then make it beautiful with colours, like green and red and royal blue, those are the colours most suited for a princess like you." said becky kissing freen's hand in western  style.

" or a queen like you, My lady!" freen turned her hand again and kissed on becky's hand. " anything else?" freen asked still holding becky's hand near her lips. Then slowly kissing her again and again.

becky could only smile, freen reaction made her smile even more." becky turned away in shyness.

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becky fell down and started to had palpitations.
" oh! shit!" faye ran to becky to pick her up.

" that what I was worried about!" said faye as she slowly picked becky up on her hand. by that time the sun was also rising. The first ray of sun shine fell through the window. Nam was so busy worrying about becky that she forgot the dawn was near. the sun ray hit her skin and started burning.

" ouch!" Nam took a leap and looked at faye.

" are you okay?" asked faye. nam just nodded because she wanted faye to focus on becky for now.

" what about nong?" nam asked moving into the shadow part of the room. which was most other parts of that room.

" her heart is still beating fast, I don't know how far she had watched, but definitely not till the end." faye said. she then began to inspect becky to detect the problem.

" ahhhhh!" nam suddenly screamed.

faye looked at her irritatingly, why does nam need to make such a fuss again ? she was about to scold her. with that objective she turned to look at nam who was standing behind her away from the window. But stopped herself when she saw she was looking at becky and screaming in fear.

" what?" asked faye.

" Nong's feet!" nam pointed at becky's feet that was under that sunlight.

faye looked a the direction and saw becky's feet were burning so much so that smoke was coming out of her feet.

faye quickly lifted her feet and brought her on the table and laid her down on it. Then she saw the smoke stopped as soon as she was brought in the shadows.

Faye and nam both stared at each other with confusion.

" Can a human burn under the sun?" Said nam looking at faye.

" No, unless she is standing on mercury..." Said faye still in disbelief looking at Becky for answers. Who was unconscious.

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What could be the reason guys?

Anyway got a lot of exams this month and some events. So much busy. And at this very moment I can't concentrate on my studies due to I am missing someone very much. All I can think is about her. I tried various methods.

What should I do?

I even called her which I swear I won't. I just can't stop missing her nad focus. What should I do?

Any methods you use to focus on your studies?