My Lady....(Freenbecky)

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Freen took few breaths then took two steps but stopped again. Now that Becky's attention was on her.

" I am.... I am sorry." Said freen with her head bowed down.

" Sorry for what?" Becky asked. The smile on her face was gone. Becky was definately thinking something. Her eyes keep focusing on the book that was on the table next to her.

" Are you sorry for lieing to me or erasing my memory? " Becky asked again. This time with a bit more harshness.

" All of that. Everything I've done so far. That I shouldn't have done. I am sorry for that." Said freen. Her head is still bowed down. She knew she didn't wanted to argue with becky now. She must be scared right now. She already have shown her the brutal side of her.

" I love you so much. And what did you do.?" Said becky. She quickly got down from her bed. But she was still not quite well so her feet Trumbull. She was about to fall but freen caught her in time.

Becky also grabbed freen's neck for support. Freen's hands were busy too. One hed her waist another supported her weight on her back.

" I love you too." Said freen looking deep into Becky's eyes. becky pushed her away from her. Then she stood up and walked away a bit.

" Then why did you let me go?" becky asked. her eyes were filled with questions for her lover. Now that becky knew her truth , she wanted all the answers. But all of these emotions made her eyes tear up although she was trying so hard to be strong and hold her tears.

on the other hand freen cannot see tears in her beloved's eyes. She controlled her hands that was longing to wipe the tears flowing on the red fair tumbling checks. freen pressed her hand tightly against her thigh on both side grabbing the hem of her dress.

" for your sake becky!" now freen teared up too. But she still smile with the hope that becky will understand her objective. But becky on the other side could see her wellness being with freen only.

" My sake?" becky wiped her own tears, and screamed" What i my sake? Have you ever took a second to ask me what is my sake? What I want?"

" becky, I could see no future of you being with me. That's why I have to let you go!" said freen. her smile quickly faded away. she gulped in fear, this is not the becky she new.

" What? Have you ever seen it with my eyes? if you did you would've seen that how much I loved you! how far into the future I have thought with you. and you only" becky said. Although her speech was little bit inaudible due to her crying so much but freen could understand every word.

" I know you did. I did too. The moment you walked in through the gates of my room. I felt a connection, But there is a thing. If you choose me you have to choose only me and leave everything you earned, you have behind. I can't ask that from you. I can't ask you to leave your life behind just to be with a person whom you have known only for few days "

After hearing out freen, becky shook her head in disbelieve. She sighed and said," if wasn't just few days. I waited for you my whole life. Since the childhood my mom used to tell me stories about you. I used to wonder if you are real or not. But if you were then I wanted to meet you. I don't for whom I was waiting for. But I knew I was waiting for someone. That someone was you. I used to long for you, You were my moon I every night used to look upto. I used spend sleepless night for you. But once I finally got you you left me even without the sweet memories of us. this is so unfair." becky wiped her eyes again then continued " this is so unfair. You have every memory of us and you have my photo and I have nothing to remember you. just the scars left by you. just the feeling of your touch. you took away my first kiss. My first sex and left me with nothing not even my memories?"

Every word came out of becky's mouth made a whole in freen's heart. Even though everything becky said was true. But freen was also there waiting for becky without knowing about her existence. If she was a girl or a boy or when she was coming. freen had been waiting for becky for thousand years but now beck is in front of her and freen feels like she is not ready. she is not ready to let her go. becky is too precious for her to bring miseries in her life. After freen is gone what would happen to her? And the time she is here becky have to spend that time in this castle locked up. how can she choose that miserable life for becky ?

" why do you love me so much?" asked freen. both of them couldn't stop crying. As both of them were unable to speck for a moment after freen asked the question. but the lack of reply made freen add another question, " aren't you already engaged to nop?"

that hurt Becky equally as it hurt freen to ask. Becky can not stay silent anymore.

" I don't know. why I love you so much. I have options,. I am committed to someone. even if I don't marry him there are others I can marry. BUT I can only imagine my future with you in this castle." becky wiped her tears again and looked at freen, " it seems like you are all it takes for me to break a promise. silly me to fall in love with you."

becky kept her eye contact with freen who was is lose for words.

" I am sorry becky, but I can't keep you locked up in this castle forever. I can't go out of this forest. " said freen.

" Then don't go. who asked you to go out? I'll Go out if ever needed. do you remember you told me will bring beach to me?" becky asked. freen slightly nodded. That night was something she can never forget.
" Then I an telling you now. I will bring the world to you." becky smiled and looked down at her stomach and held it lovingly. " and also for few months I can't go out anyway" becky said under her breath.

but freen heard it. " what did you just said? Why can't you go out?" freen asked confusingly.

becky rubbed her stomach and said, " this one doesn't like the sunlight." becky said with a smile. then she raised her hand towards the sun's ray that was coming from the window. as soon as her hand touched the sunlight it started to burn and smoke came out of it. freen quickly moved her hand and healed it quickly.

" what are you doing? why are you burning yourself?" freen was worried and kept her eyes at the spot of becky's hand to see if she had healed it completely. but rubbing it softly she realized becky was burning under sun's light. But she is a human how can she burn?

becky was giggling as she saw how cute freen looked when she was worried and how stupid she was now. but she finally figured it out.

" becky why are you burning? Humans don't burn under sunlight unless they are pregnent with a vampire baby?"