To hold on, or let go? (A Niall Horan Fanfiction) *FINISHED*

Chapter 8

A/N

In case you don't know, wonderland is a place in Amelie's head. It's where the voices live. It hard to explain.

It's like a dream, or a nightmare.

I hoped that clears things up a bit.

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Amelie's p.o.v

The Mad Hatter gestured to me, and led me to the Woods. He wasn't the normal Hatter; he was a bone chilling horror movie type.

"You know, Amelie," he spoke, not taking his eyes off the Woods. "You are incredibly mad, to think Niall loves you."

He paused.

"Because you are incredibly mad. You're the reason your mother was killed. It's your fault." He smiled creepily. "And you love pain. I don't know how to make you suffer."

I crossed my fingers hoping he wouldn't say it.

"We can take your family..."

"No, please! I'll pay. Just leave them alone!" I begged.

He laughed his bone-chilling laugh. "All right then, you will suffer. Your soul will be ripped from your heart, as well, maybe." He stopped, but we weren't at the woods yet.

He stepped away from me and smirked, letting my hand drop. I heard rushing behind me, and something wrapped around my wrists. When I looked, it was black silk, almost like air.

Darkness.

I started to scream as it wrapped around my waist and surrounded my legs.

I let out one last blood curdling scream as it wrapped around my mouth and lifted me away from the hatter. I tried to reach out for help, but the darkness held me back and he didn't try to help. It stood there, a creepy smile spreading on his face.

I was swallowed by darkness.

Nialls p.o.v

Amelie just walked away.

I guessed she's going to the bathrooms....

But it's been an hour. Something is going on.

The boys could tell too. "Why don't we go look for her?" Louis asked.

I nodded.

"Let's go," zayn said, "Harry, you stay here to wait for more information on Cara." Harry nodded.

We walked up and down halls.

Up, down and back again for a long time.

Until we heard a blood-curdling scream from the bathrooms. We looked at each other. I could tell.

That was Amelie.

We burst in the bathroom, looking at every stall. Only one was closed, and on the floor in that stall was closed was Amelie, and blood. Lots of it.

We tried to crack the door open, but it didn't work. We didn't try to go over or under the stall; we don't want to hurt her.

"Guys?" Liam said. We looked at him. "I've got a plan."

Amelie's p.o.v

I was surrounded by demons, opening their mouths releasing a terrible sound, like someone hitting something.

They bit and screeched at me while I floated in water. The Hatters voice echoed in my head:

"You're the reason your mother was killed. It's all your fault.

All your fault."

I started falling. Falling, down the rabbit hole.

I landed in the dark water. The darkness snaked around me, replaying everything.

When cara showed me her bruises, Me telling my mother, my mom dying.

My fault.

All. My. Fault.

I was suddenly yanked upward, and surrounded by darkness again.

Nialls p.o.v

"Well?" Louis asked, "what is your plan?"

"It's going to be hard...." He paused.

"My plan is to lift someone over the top, unlock, pull them back over. But it has to be someone who doesn't throw up."

We looked around. "I'll do it." I said. Anything for my princess.

Liam hoisted me over the top and I unlocked the door, already In tears. He brought me back over and we opened the door. I caressed her face as the boys searched for the source of blood.

There were cuts in her arm that spelled "MY FAULT."

There were also deep cuts on her arms and thighs.

The scars were real. They were everywhere.

All of us were crying, but I was bawling. Bawling my eyes out.

She's broken.

My princess is broken.

Amelie's p.o.v

The darkness cleared, and the Mad Hatter waved as my scarred, torn body left wonderland.

My eyes fluttered open to see the boys huddled around me in the stall where I've remained. Niall was closest.

"Amelie, why?"

He knows. He's seen everything. I looked at my arm to see it bandaged.

They found my bandages.

CRAP! My tube!

I looked around for it to see it was in Niall's hand. His face was pale, covered in tear stains. I was surrounded by blood.

I started to fade again. "Please, stay with me!" He shouted.

Nialls p.o.v

She started to black out again. "Please, Stay With me!" I shouted. She let go of my hand.

"I don't deserve to live, Niall."

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I'm about to cry.

IM GOING TO CRY.

I had a very hard time writing the Wonderland parts. It was tough to describe the image I have in my head... Trust me, the image is creepy.

Will she survive?

Will she hold on, or let go?

(Ps. Not the part I imagined for title. It just fit.)

Guess in the comments!!!

Thanks for reading,

-hope