To hold on, or let go? (A Niall Horan Fanfiction) *FINISHED*

Chapter 5

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*a few days later, moving day*

Amelie's p.o.v

I watched as the movers packed up the last of everything and put it in their truck. I sighed.

It will be tough to leave this house.

Simon placed a hand on my shoulder. "What's wrong, love?" He asked. I sighed. "Sad to leave?" He asked. I nodded.

I turned towards the living room wall, but only to see our last family portrait as a family being taken down. I held back tears.

Niall suddenly showed up next to me. My face immediately brightened up. "Niall, what are you doing here?"

He smiled and said, "To see you, of course. Simon didn't schedule anything-" Simon face-palmed- "So I got a day off, so I came to help."

I hugged him. "Thanks."

When the movers finished everything, me and Niall climbed into his car and made our way to Simon's house.

I forgot the chest!

I ran to my room even though I heard Nialls voice called after me. I thrust open the floorboard and took out the box. I checked to see if my Barbie tube was in there, and it was. I closed it as Niall walked in. "I forgot this box," I said. He nodded and we walked out to his car.

On the way I checked my twitter, only to see a thing that shows every day, giving me scars.

People had already known about us hanging out, so we had to confirm the rumors and the boys latest interview.

"@Amelie_cowell OMG. You are an ugly fat jerk that doesn't deserve Niall."

"@Amelie_cowell everyone hates you. You don't deserve him, you fat (cue Liam to yell, 'language!') hole. #godie #killyourself"

Those were the nicer ones.

"Amelie? What's wrong?"

"Nothing," I said, looking out the window. "You're crying." I'm crying? I guess I didn't notice... "Amelie?"

I shut off my phone and put on the biggest fake smile ever.

Nialls p.o.v

She put on the biggest fake smile I've ever seen.

I'm not fooled.

I stole her phone and scrolled through all of the stupid angry tweets. Anger boiled up inside me when reading very word. I shut off the phone and gave it back.

I slammed my hands on the steering wheel, making her jump. "Niall-"

"This is all my fault."

"Niall, no-" I looked at her with tears in my eyes. "Yes it is. You know it."

She was crying harder now. "Niall, no. It's mine. I'm the one it's aimed at. I'm the fat ugly jerk they are talking about. I shouldn't even exist."

This surprised me. I didn't know she felt this way. "Amelie, no you aren't-" but when i looked over to her, she was gone. I climbed out of the car to she her figure in the distance, running.

Amelie's p.o.v

Niall was about to talk but I was already gone. I ran until I couldn't see his car anymore. I wrote a note to him while running in my notes app, and left my phone on the side of the road so he could find it.

I ran more.

Nialls p.o.v

Is that her phone?

Yes.

I picked it up and read the note written.

"Dear Niall,

Don't bother trying to find me. I'm not worth your valuable time.

Amelie"

I ran to find her.

After minutes of running, I found her, sitting by a tree, crying.

Amelie's p.o.v

I sat by a tree and cried. I cried and cried until I realized that I had my box with me. I opened it and took the Barbie tube. I opened the tube and took out the blades and bandages.

I received new scars that day.

I had just put the box away when I was suddenly swooped up, and the person holding me was running. When I looked at the face, I saw it was Niall.

I tried to get him to let me go, but he held on strong. I kept fighting until I was placed in my seat in his car. He closed my door and locked it, and got in himself.

"Niall?"

No reply.

"Why did you try to find me?"

His jaw clenched and looked at me. "Because I love you, and I can't let you go."

I cried.

"W-why are you crying?" He asked. I looked over at him.

"Because you told me you love me even though I'm undeserving of it. I don't deserve you. I'm just a fat ugly girl. You deserve a better girl."

He pulled over again.

"Amelie Kay Cowell. I'm the undeserving one. You are beautiful! Do not listen to those haters, please. Please, I love you."

"Niall, I love you too."

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Ok, I know this chapter was cheesy.....

Every story needs a cheesy chapter.

Anyways, it was kind of a filler. This is when Niall begins to keep an eye on her... What will he find out? What will happen next? Leave your guess in the comments!

Next chapter might be a cliffhanger. Be prepared.

Lots of drama coming up.

Btw, this story may be short. When I'm finished, I might write a new one if I get a good enough idea.

Anyways, I hope you liked it.

Thanks for reading!

Hope