It's back.
Using this to put my art for fanfictions in one place. No I am not good at art. No I do not care. Yes there is going to be an essay on biowarfare used on the DPRK during the Fatherland Liberation War at one point. Also maybe I'll talk ab...
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Boyfriends are for dress-up.
Also I feel from the dismayed reactions I have to clarify- the sausage joke is about when you stuff a sausage but put too much filling in the intestine and it bursts. Because Russia is bursting out of his clothes. I am... now seeing how that could mean something else. But it was not intended. Oops.
There's this specific tour I want to go on, but it's almost a year away. I don't want to wait that long. BUT I absolutely do not have enough money for two trips. Or I sort of do. I'm good at saving, and father always took us on budget tours on little money, but I hate spending if I don't have to. And if I do have to. I don't eat expired food out of desire. And what if the borders close again because of that monkeypox? I don't want to go on one of the first tours once they reopen because I want to give the people and tour companies time to readjust. But I do want to go soon. But I think I would have to get a double entry visa for China twice then, so I could do the tour I want to do. Unless I timed it really well. I know there is the ability to visit China for a certain amount of time for the purpose of travelling to other countries, which I think I did with father. But the idea of doing that alone scares me because there are stipulations and if I ever accidentally broke one and got in trouble in a foreign country I would have to kill myself in front of the police out of shame. I would rather just get a proper visa so I don't have to feel more fear than I usually do. And I really want to properly visit China. I want to see the giant hammer and sickle in Shaanxi and point at it with my mouth open. Father is offering to help me (I don't do well with forms and contacting people and applying for things; I feel like I will fill something out wrong and be executed. Yes, actually, I do think gallivanting off to foreign countries alone for a month is good for me. It's called shock therapy.), but I will not take it. I will do this alone. I just have to decide what I do alone. There is that saying about being the wealthiest person in the cemetery, but I will end up in the cemetery if I don't pay rent. From being homeless, not from the landlord killing me. I would never let a landlord win. Scum of the earth. Much to consider.
