"i doubt it will be you who is pinning me down the bed." Was all Joshua said before he roughly hovers over his husband, Seokmin wasn't prepared. He looked at Joshua in Disbelief, the shock evident which made him Look more gorgeous in Joshua's eyes.
He desperately wanted to Do so many things but he knew he can't, the Playful banters and teasing always lighten up the Mood but taking things to next step without Putting a label was definitely not what he wanted.
He wanted Seokmin To believe in him, believe in this marriage, believe in forever. He wanted Seokmin to reciprocate his feelings, the Feelings which were consuming Joshua day by day. He never Accepted them Totally but deep down he knew, he was already in a abyss which was hard to escape. He fell deeply without even knowing and maybe that was the beauty of love.
Joshua Was Silent and so was Seokmin. Their heart Vibrated in a rhythm, the Bedroom was Only lighten by the Invasion of moonlight through window of the room. The darkness hid the Desires in eyes & the loud heartbeat became a music which was dangerously comforting yet Terrifying.
Seokmin gulped as he watched Joshua looking at him with mixed emotions, he found himself shrinking under his gaze. He was always confident but sometimes Joshua couldn't help but Intimidate him in a way no one can do. He wasn't Submissive but he was ready to surrender to the man on top of him, their face dangerously close and he could feel their breathe mixing.
He wanted to remove the Little gap but he couldn't, Joshua's hands already captured his, not giving him any chance to escape or pull any Stunt. He knew he was playing with fire but do you blame him? He was ready to burn in that flames of Joshua, his thoughts terrified himself as well, how can he let any man control him in that way?? His eyes Flickered with realisation, he should stay sane and not drown himself in such Emotions.
"I...think we should sleep." Seokmin finally said after breaking the eye contact and looking away. He knew he was coward for backing out and not facing the reality. Joshua's grip tightened around his wrist.
"Are you planning to ignore me??again??" Joshua asked, already aware about Seokmin's behaviour and that gaze which showed the indifference at a times and he hated that more than anything.
Seokmin shook his head, not Trying to look into his husband's eyes.
"Look at me and say that." Joshua's voice was stern, seriousness evident and he wasn't going to repeat that statement again. Seokmin closed his eyes before finally facing Joshua once again.
Joshua watched him carefully, his eyes trying to search for something he himself didn't know. He wanted assurance that Seokmin wasn't Going to turn his back against him once again.
"I'm not planning to do anything, we have busy schedules tomorrow. I guess we should just sleep." Seokmin said calmly.
"I understand that things have never been in your favour, i will give you forever if you want. I'm not asking to Reciprocate the feelings or force you. I just want you to believe in me, i don't want us to go back to square one." Joshua said softly, his voice comforting and held enough warmth for Seokmin to soak into it. He chuckled lightly understanding that elder was worried.
"Hyung, do you know? You are acting like the pitiful dramatic male lead of some Cliche Drama." Seokmin responded, a playful glint in his eyes.
"Of course, it's because you are acting like the foolish female lead." Joshua shrugged while Seokmin glared at him.
"Just kidding." Joshua giggled while Seokmin raised his eyebrows.
"Now look who is in the control~ Hyung, you are totally whipped for me right??" Seokmin said proudly while Joshua laughed at that. It was true anyway.
The light-hearted banter made them forgot the troubles beneath them, it was these small things which give them motivation to live and smile.
Seokmin was grateful that someone like Joshua was willing to waste his time and make real effort without hoping for something in return, he was selfless yet he knew he can't take anything for granted. He just watched the elder who was now carassing his hair softly while supporting himself with his other hand and Laying on the bed. His eyes traced Joshua's sharp features and then dropped to his bare neck and exposed chest, the bathing robe was surely useless at the moment.Joshua shot him a glare before flicking his forehead lightly.
"Watch your eyes, mister."
"Can't." He Mumbled while Joshua stared at him for a while.
It was like he was thinking about what he should do next, Seokmin chuckled as he saw the confusion in elder's eyes. It was cute and Joshua was having internal conflict, he snapped back to reality when he felt the warmth of Seokmin's hand on his Cheeks.
It was Comforting, he closed his eyes as he Felt himself basking in that warmth.
"Stop thinking too much, I believe In you Shua Hyung." He said softly and Maybe that was what he wanted to hear, it was so fast that Seokmin couldn't believe it. He was once again pinned on the bed and this time, it he Didn't even get any chance to think because he Forgot everything when Joshua's soft lips were pressed against his.
Joshua tasted like wine.
Seokmin Instantly realised what his new addiction is going to be.
He knew he can never get enough of that. It was soft, gentle and It felt like Joshua poured every Emotions in that.
Seokmin's hand made their way to Joshua's neck, his small touches made Joshua more impatient and the gentle kiss intensified into something else.
At that time no one cared about anything else.
The moment was perfect.
The man above him was way too good for him, he knew the future wasn't going to be bad.
The night echoed with Several unspoken promises as the two people were lost in their own bubble.
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The Romance Of Mr Perfect •|SS|•
FanfictionWhen you are Too "Perfect" to fall in love And then Destiny throw you at place where Only Imperfection Exist.