The ocean is in complete serenity. Barely a white capped wave licks at the ship. It is a beautiful day, the breeze is light and salty and the clouds a docile shade of white. The sun beats down upon my back. The orb of shining brilliance is currently high above the sky, it is the warmest part of the day.
Suddenly I smile wanly at the thought of the sun. I can't help remembering the time in Siren when I felt that I shone just as bright. At that time I was just a little girl trying on her mother's makeup.
During that time I turned into a woman, a Siren woman. It is not the person I want to be. I can't help remembering being trapped inside myself when I was practically brainwashed into being the model Siren.
A shiver runs up and down my spine as a wave larger than the others bashes against the ship's hull.
No, that is not who I want to be.
But can I return to being that naive human girl I was when I first arrived in England?
No, it is impossible. I have been through far too much to ever return to that, nor do I think I want to.
So, here I am just like John said, caught in between being that naive girl and the coldness of a Siren woman.
Which am I?
The truth is, I am neither. Another thing John is right about, I need to accept my past and more importantly both halves of myself.
You will be okay.
Those words have started me on this journey. The journey to accepting myself and my past. It is a voyage I will complete. A voyage my mate supports me on one-hundred percent.
I have already learned to accept and love the parts of Sebastian that I had most hated because of my prejudice against him. All I have next is myself.
But will I be able to do it, accept myself?
I am capable of much, that has been proven over the many things that have occurred since I first stepped on to the ship to England with my parents.
And I know now that I can do anything. Because I have grown and am growing to be more than one hell of a maid. I have become and am becoming one hell of a woman and my parents would be proud.
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