On my own-lewis Hamilton

Chapter 21

"I'm so bored can I go out?" I complain as I roll around of the sofa bored out of my mind.

"No Emma your grounded, and don't even try to test me today I'm not in the mood" he says annoyed

I've been grounded for about 4 days now and it's been the most boring few days of my life. It's still Christmas holidays and he's made it hell.

"Yeah well I've got nothing to do, I have no phone I can't go out what am I meant to do?" I say annoyed.

"You can go and clean your room. It's a complete mess" he says while looking at his phone.

"I don't wanna do that, I will do it later"

"I don't care what you want to do. You've been saying that for 2 days now, it's still a mess do it now Emma"

"Why do you care so much! It's my room it's not like you have you live in it" I say while rolling my eyes. "Do it yourself if you care that much" I whisper under my breath.

"Because you can't just avoid the things you don't want to do. You're not a little kid anymore Emma you're eleven you can do it yourself." He says while sighing

"Exactly I'm not! So stop treating me like one!" I snap while glaring at him.

"Treating you like a little kid?" He says in shock. "Emma I'm asking you to clean your room. Just because you're getting older doesn't mean you can do what you like" he says with a loud voice.

"You're always controlling me and never let me do anything!" I shout at him. "It's always Emma do this, Emma you can't do that"

"Don't shout at me!" He snaps back at me. "You're taking a situation way bigger than it needs to be!"

I can't stand it anymore. The anger the frustration, the way he still treats me like a kid and being so controlling over me. It's too much for me.

I walk off in anger without responding. I storm off to my room before slamming the door. And flopping myself on the bed.

"Don't slam my doors!" I hear dad shout at me in anger from the kitchen.

"I don't care! Just fuck off!" I shout back. I don't even wanna see him right now. Being in the same house with him. The thought is unbearable.

After finally about an hour when things started to calm down I snuck out my room. I was still angry at him. I hated him in this moment.

I knew he was in his bedroom or office so he wasn't near the door. Meaning I had the perfect chance to get out of here.

I quietly put my shoes before quietly opening the door.

I heard it creek and I slowly open it. I wince slightly hoping he doesn't hear it. I slip myself through the small gap through the door I opened whilst carefully shutting it.

I walked down the stairs of our apartment building and out into the dark freezing cold. It was 8pm at night on a cold December and it was definitely in the minuses.

I walked as fast as my legs could take me. I didn't know where I was I didn't recognise anything. I didn't know my way around Monaco that much since I'm rarely there and in the dark, that makes it even harder.

I walk for I don't even know how long. I look around as I see a car that I recognise. It looks similar to one of the ones my dad has.

I finally decide to sit down on a bench in a random park that I find. I sit down and pull my knees up to my chest. I sit there shaking hoping to give my body some warmth.