On my own-lewis Hamilton

Chapter 26

I stormed off through the paddock. I was so mad. It wasn't even the fact that he was kissing someone, it was the fact that he never told me. I honestly thought I could trust him.

I didn't even know where I was going at this point but I just needed to get out of here. I could still hear the clicks of the cameras and flashes every time someone took a photo of me. I knew this was going to be everywhere on social media.
I was honestly dreading it.

I turn around taking a quick glance at my surroundings and I see dad running towards me. I turn my head back round as I try and walk as quick as my legs would take me.

"Emma!" My dad tells from a distance trying to grab my attention. I didn't even turn around. I just carried on walking and ignoring him.

"Emma Grace!!" He yelled again as he gets closer again to me. He grabs my arm trying to stop me as he finally catches up to me. "Em.. please listen to me. I'm sorry can we at least talk about it. In private" he says to me trying not to cause more of a scene than it already has. I try to walk away and get out of his grip but he's to strong. "Em.. please" he begs again. I can tell he's guilty and feels really bad. It's honestly so hard to feel mad against him because I know he didn't mean for me to find out this way but I wish he could have just told me.

"Fuck off! I don't want to speak to you right now!! Just leave me alone" I shout at him.

"Please.." I beg him hoping he will let me just be by myself for a bit.

"Em.. where are you going to go? You can't just leave, you don't know where you're going. It's dangerous out there!"

"I don't know! Just away from this." I say as I wipe the tears that are streaming down my face.
"Away from all the cameras"

"I know I've got a lot of explaining to do em. But please don't go. I can explain everything once we get back to the hotel." He explains to me. "Just you and me. No cameras"

"But why should I go. You clearly seem happier with her!" I spit back at him anger.

"Are you kidding me! Everything I fucking do is for you! To make sure you're ok! To make sure that you're happy!" He shout back at me in anger.

"Well that clearly ain't true! If you're going off and seeing some woman that you've never even told me about! You could have at least told me!"

"If you weren't my priority I would have fucking left you like your fucking mother!" He shouts at me nearly loud enough for others near by to hear us.

"Hey don't talk about my mum like that!" I shout back in his face defensively.

"Oh yeah because your mother was so great. Leaving you pretty much the second you were born."

"I honestly can't believe you" I say with pure anger as I walk off. I honestly couldn't believe what was coming out of his mouth right now.

I go back to the motorhome as I see the girl he was with sitting outside. She kept on looking at me as I walked towards the entrance visibly upset. "What the fuck are you looking at?" I shout towards her.

I walk in and sit down at one of the tables inside. I honestly had never seen that side of dad before. I've never seen him that angry, especially with me. But honestly the comment about my mum was way out of line. Yes he's never said properly what happened or anything really about her but I still wonder about her and care.