𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐁𝐋

𝐟𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧, 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑

Damien

"Damien, I was invited to a Halloween party! I just got the invitation." Velvet ran into the room excitedly. I had spent the night over her house and I was still under the blankets asleep.

"That's great Velv... but it's like 10 in the morning on a Saturday. I'm tired." I pulled the blankets over my body more, as I felt the cold fall air flushing over the room.

"Actually it's 2 in the afternoon. But that's not the point- you have to come with me!" She flopped down next to me on the bed, her nose brushing against mine. Her desperate brown eyes begging me.

"How come?" I sigh.

"What if I cheat, or some guy flirts with me?"
She gave me a peck on the nose. And it doesn't feel how it used to feel when she kissed me. It feels wrong. I feel wrong, guilty. It feels like I'm using her.

Her expression becomes concerned from the lack of attention she was receiving. There's a bit of hurt in her expression.

I swiftly find my way on top of her, my hands on either sides of her head. "Are you telling me that you'd cheat on me?" I smirk as my face is inches from her's.

"I wouldn't, you know I love you."

I bit down on my lips, "Me... too."

I hate that I'm lying to her, I want to break up with her. But I don't know how. I'm hurting her by lying to her, but if I break up with her Ill break her heart even more.

"Well since you're going, I've already picked you out a great outfit." She slipped off from under me and ran out of the room.

I sat down on the bed and let out a groan.
"I'm such a terrible person. I can't keep doing this to her. When she gets back in here I'll tell her."

She deserves better, someone who truly loves her. That person isn't me, and it hasn't been for a while. Ever since a certain two people came back into my life. Even before then I didn't necessarily love her. I enjoyed her company as a friend, so I just played it out. Now I realized that I'm hurting her by faking my love for her.

"Damien, look, I just brought this. You're gonna be joker and I'm Harley Quinn. I've really gotten do great on the make up to make you look like joker and me Harley though."

She held out the signature Harley Quinn outfit, and Joker outfit with a wide smile.

I can't tell her right now

She's too happy right now

"They look great babe." I flashed her a quick smile and she layed the clothes on the bed before grabbing me and sitting me in the chair in front of her vanity. I look at myself in the mirror.

"Damn I'm attractive."

"I know you are." She kissed my cheek before grabbing her make up material and began my Joker transformation.

"Ok! We're finishing. We look great." She looked at herself in the mirror, posing for herself.
"I look great I mean."

"What happened to we look great? Because I look like I can steal several glasses of alcohol from people and they would let me."