𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐁𝐋

𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈

Damien

I can't help but blame them

It's their fault

If I would have stayed at the hospital that night I could've stopped them from getting in that accident.
Now they're in the hospital, and have been in here for the last few weeks. The doctor's doesn't even know how they're still alive.

I've been trying to ignore Milo and Caleb, but they've have been stopping me every time they see me to talk. I've told them none stop that I'm not in the mood. But them being the stubborn people they are, keep trying to talk.

I don't want to talk to them

I felt bad for coming home late that becauseW of them, and because of that my parents could die.

I hate that I still love them, I want to hate them. I want to hate them so bad. Because I could have saved my parents from the accident.

I hate them, I should hate them, I just can't seem to bring myself to break up with them. I just fucking can't. Something in me slaps me every time I think about it. Because I love them. And inside me, knowing that I've made them cry several times, it burns me to my core.

I hate how I feel like, I hate that the people I've been trying to hate for the past few weeks makes me hate myself for trying to hate them.

"Uncle mike, do you think they'll be alright?

"I don't know Damien, the fact that they're still here is surprising enough to me and the doctor's." He sighs, sitting back into his seat. "Shit just keeps happening. First this, then with my wife. Life just fucking sucks."

"What happened with your wife?"

"Recently I've been distant with her, and kinda snappish towards her because she's been trying to help me, which I don't mean to be snappy, but she might be thinking about signing for a divorce soon. I need get my shit together if I want to keep her."

"Damn... well I hope you guys get through it together. Going through shit alone isn't healthy."

Hypocrite

"Yea, thanks Damien. I've been thinking about telling her about my sister and her husband being in a car accident. I just need a right time to tell her."

"Tell her as soon as you get home."

"I will, what about you? You going through some shit like that?"

"... Yea, but I don't want to talk about it right now."

"Well, don't do the shit I did. I blamed the person that I cared about, and I might lose her because of it."

But I could have saved them

No you could not have saved them. You would have just been in a hospital bed yourself, with people crying over you.

Ding!

I pull my phone out and see Milo has texted me

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Milo💞

Milo💞:
Damien, we need to talk
If you aren't home within 10 minutes this relationship is over
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