Queen of the elements (Book 4 of The Fire Within)

Part 5: Five

*Five's POV*

(It's been 6 years. 6 years with no Y/n. 6 years of searching. 6 years alone. Even in the apocolyspe I was never alone. I always had Y/n. Y/n was there with me through everything, but then we came out of that stupid elavator and she never did. I joined the CIA, hoping there would be a way for me to find her, but I haven't found anything yet. I keep her pocket knife on me like she always did. She never went anywhere without it but she left it with me when we got sent to this timeline. It serves as a reminder to live how she would have wanted me to. To be a family like she would have wanted. Me and Diego stay in contact a lot, his kids are cute. It meant a lot to me when he told me Grace's middle name was Y/n. She would love that. Grace's party is in a couple days. She's turning 6 which feels crazy to me. She grew up really fast. Sometimes it all gets to much and I just isolate, hoping Y/n will show up and get annoyed at me for icing our family out, but she never does. I call Viktor every now and then, and I meet up with Luther and Klaus sometimes. Ben's in prison and I don't think I could look at Allison without seeing what she took from me. I'm just angry, all the time. I know Y/n wouldn't want me to blame Allison but I do. I've buried myself in my work. I'm going undercover in a support group for people who think we are in the wrong timeline. Honestly it's not that bad. It gives me a reason to tell the truth about my life even if it sounds insane to the adverage person. I bought a house, a small cabin in the woods like me and Y/n used to fantasize about. I wanted to make sure when Y/n came back, she would have a home. Y/n if you can hear me, somehow. I Love you and miss you so much... Please come home.)