Recluse ( Lautrec X reader )

11. Can We Fix Him?? 😔

Your throat was dried as your eyes shut closed feeling the warmth sweep in. The light that shined from the hole within the mountain raidiaitingtand moving the waters. Hearing the splashes hit the walls.
"Are you still alive?" You could have thought you heard a voice ask.

Like a daydream state entering into your wounded mind and soul. As it was all left to be said and done. A light weight feeling of no other had entered. The clock was clicking your time was running out. All hope was being lost. Lautrec had humiliated you. Proving to you that your quest was far beyond your reach. If unable to fight him. You have no chances for anything else that lays ahead of you.

You'll go hollow here in this place. Madness will enter the broken body, and you'll be just like the hollowed ones. Zombified, unable to die. All because you found golden armor man spicy. Ohh yeah, like so can fix him. Would need an entire construction crew to fix whatever he is.

Lautrec stood beside you as he leaned in removing his helmet. Hearing your heartbeat slowing down. Lifting your head in his hand gently to tilt you up. He drank from the Estus flask to fill his mouth leaning in he closed his lips on yours to make sure the liquid would enter your mouth.

Setting the Estus flask down to the side he pulled you up closer to him. As he sat on the ground with you between his legs. Embraced in his arms. His arms closed around you as he caressed your cheek with his thumb. The cold steel against your plump cheek that had lost its color. "Are you still with me?" Lautrec spoke softly.
"Can you hear me? My dear, do believe in my sincerest apologies."
Lautrec looked away swolling the knot in his neck. Worried that his calculations were wrong in this small fight. He could have just killed the only one with such potential.

"You'll figure out my reasons. I needed you to know what all this meant. The inching grasp of death. Find the way back. You'll see my vindications."

Lautrec closed his eyes. "I refuse to let you leave this world. Retrace the lines, find the way back here. I will never let you out of my sight. If I must go to the edge of the world to find you. If I must travel another world. If I must face the lords of below and above. So be it. You'll leave me with no choice."

After sometime he felt you go limp in his arms.
"Come on now. Come on! You are not dead! You are not to go hollow on me! Seek it inside you. The hate, the rage. Feel the bloodthirst for what you want. Sink your teeth in and rip it all apart." He said anxiously. Lautrec lifted the Esuts flask filling his mouth again as he leaned in closing his lips against yours to pass more of the liquid into your mouth. As he took in a deep breath he found himself melting away into your lips.

You were falling away leaving him a bitter sweet taste. "All these broken souls they never make me whole." Lautrec said between your lips.
"Each one more beautiful than the next. No one knows the darkest parts of this world like yours does. We are more alike than you know. Do not leave me with a bitter sweet taste. Such a disappointment."

Moving your head slightly you breathed in heavily feeling all wounds and internal damages being healed. You took in a deep breath as he continued to caress your cheek. Softly kissing your lips before pulling away to have you lean against his chest.

Feeling like your head weighed more than your neck could handle. Lautrec leaned in close to your ear. Your eyes looked around for a second until you remembered where you were feeling your cheek resting on the side of his face. "I am relieved that you are still alive."
Lifting your hand in his. Palm against palm fingers intertwined together. "Such small hands." He said softly against your ear. "Like a moth, you'll follow the flame. Have the darkest part of me." A black flame with the highlight of white lit in between his and your palms. "I'll await for you my little lamb."