My Side of the Story Vol. I

32.) Hidden Bodies

I want to fight, knowing that's a lose lose. Yet this is the life I asked for, one that I so deliberately choose. It makes me incredibly angry at how unfair it all is. Now all the thoughts in my head make me wildly restless. I can't really sleep, you're always on my mind. Even in my dreams you're the person I want to find. To make love, to fight and to do it all again. Going through a vicious cycle like some toxic trend. I know I have to heal myself, that much is a given. But how can I trust you again after seeing all the bodies you've hidden?