BELOW ZERO: The Green Knight & The Winter Wolf VOL 3 (Cregan Stark x OC)

Chapter Thirty-Two (Alana)

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

Alana

King's Landing

*SMUT WARNING*

Gwayne is literally inside me right now and just shattered my entire heart. This isn't the first time he's started to be weird about Cregan. We've been doing this for weeks now and suddenly he think Cregan is greedy and not mindful about sharing. Now he yet again has asked for me to go back to it being just the two of us...

Tears sting my eyes and I try to blink them away at the thought of losing either of them. I don't want to end things with Cregan, I love him so much. I'm so stupidly in love with both of them that the thought of losing either of them makes me want to vomit and cry in a corner for hours.

Gwayne uses his thumb to wipe away the rogue tear that falls down my face. I shake my head and he kisses my cheek. "Don't cry, sweetling... Please."

I suck in the sob that dares to escape me. My stomach clenches and feels tight and it isn't because of Gwayne being inside of me. He gives a short thrust and kisses my lips. "Gwayne.. I don't think I'm in the mood anymore..."

"Forget what I said, I'm sorry. I'm... I'm not myself right now." He pulls out and gets into bed. I follow him by getting into bed next to him. I notice Cregan still writing his damn life away at the desk and I look to Gwayne. "He isn't so bad."

"Why don't you ever spend time getting to know him? This isn't all about me, Gwayne. It's about the two of you as well. I want you both to be happy and if one of you isn't happy we need to find a way to fix it."

Gwayne nods. "I want more one-on-one time... With you."

"We're going to have plenty once we wed and I give you a child." I tell him but this isn't enough. He's still clearly upset. "Don't look at me like that, Gwayne."

"Alana.. We want children. Not just a child to prove that we can have one or just to be my heir. I can name Daeron as my heir if I so badly need to. I want you to marry me and have children because we love each other enough to do that. Unless... You no longer want the same."

Swallowing hard I shake my head. "I do... I do want that but it's just-"

"Cregan." He scoffs and I see him fighting back tears. "I get it. You'd rather do it all with him instead of me."

"I didn't say that!" I argue back.

"You don't have to!" He shouts and I see Cregan rise from the desk and stand at the end of the bed.

"Don't yell at her." He growls at Gwayne in such a low tone that it brings a chill to my bones. "What is the issue now?"

I shake my head. "It's nothing."

"Lies." Cregan says. "What happened?"

Cregan's attention falls onto Gwayne who rises from the bed and puts his pant back on. Approaching Cregan and the two are toe to toe now. Eye to eye and I feel my like my gut has been punched and twisted a hundred times over.

"You happened..."

"Me?" Cregan is completely puzzled as he looks over to me. "What is this?"

Gwayne sighs and I can see that all of this is building up. I may have jumped too quick to the conclusion that everything had been perfect and that we were all going to live happily in harmony as the three of us like my mother, Alicent and Daemon. Or like Aegon and his sister wives.