White Mustang - Rafe Cameron

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"Oh, so you just slept with her, no fucking" I crossed my arms.

"Yeah, just like that," he confessed.

"I don't believe you"

"Come on Bree, I'm telling you the trut-"

"No, Rafe" I interrupted him "I don't believe you, because I know that's who you are. You forget that when we were 15 years old you used to ask me to cover for you to get girls into the house."

"Yeah but-"

"And then, not even two days after I came back and you're already sleeping with Sofia. My co-worker! And you want me to believe that-"

"That I didn't fuck her for fuck's sake!" Rafe shouted, he had rarely, if ever, shouted at me before.

I kept quiet

"I need you to- " He moved a little closer to me as he raised his hands in front of him "I know when we were kids I did a lot of stupid shit, I mean, two months ago I did a lot of shit" he sighed "But I'm not the same, Bree. I haven't been the same since you came to Obx, or since we started dating, or since you left."

"What do you want from me Rafe?"

"You" He answered immediately "I want you, completely"

"No"

"Bree-"

"No, stop" I raised my hand in front of him indicating him to stop talking and walked towards the balcony.

"Bree, listen to me" I heard him behind me.

I leaned against the balcony railing and let out a long sigh "I think you've had plenty of chances for me to listen to you".

"Bree... baby, please" his voice broke off.

As soon as I heard it, my eyes filled with tears "Shut up."

"Baby"

I quickly turned to him and went to push him in the chest, making him take a few steps back "Shut up, shut up! You have no right to come to my house and tell me all that shit after everything you did to me! You fucking son of a bitch!" I kept hitting him in the chest while he did nothing.

"Motherfucker" my voice trailed off as I gave him my last punches.

I left my hands on his chest as I brought my face down and let the tears run down my face.

"You think I don't know that?" he grabbed my hands "Shit, you think it's been easy for me?"

I removed my hands from his grip "Actually, yes" I said wiping away some of my tears.

"Well no. It's been shitty, Bree" He rubbed his face with his hands in a stressed out way "Fuck, you were-you're everything to me!" he raised his voice 

"And you think you weren't to me?" my voice cracked "I saw you kill someone, I lied to protect you, I fucking even planned to have a family with you! And... I-I waited for you to love me the same way, for you to look at me, for you to reach out to me! I really tried to be there for you, but I was alone.... all my love, my patience, my trust, all of it went unappreciated..."

"It wasn't like that" Rafe's weak voice interrupted me, I hadn't realized I wasn't looking at him until I saw his tear streaked face "I-I know I was a piece of crap, and I knew everything you did, I just... took you for granted, and it was the worst mistake I could have made".

"That's right" I nodded slowly "I-I loved you... and I still do" His eyes sparkled a little at my words "But I don't know, if I can handle you doing the same to me, pushing me away, lying to me."