Lumini 🔥🔥

🗡💥Pollux...💥🗡

Pollux notices the blade poking out from under her bed. She was one month clean, she couldnt do this could she? She was doing so well...but she was so stressed..she felt angry, sad, annoyed, jealous....

🗡S/H WARNING🗡

She walked over to her bed and picked up the blade. She stared at the sharp piece of metal in her hand. The memories flooding back. She slid her dress up her thigh and pulled down her shorts. She stared at the white scars that had been slit across her thigh. Should she do this? Was it worth it? Tears fall from her eyes. She felt so angry. So jealous. So left out. Why? Lunar and Castor were clearly happier without her. Maybe it just wasnt meant to be? But she wanted it to be...why couldnt it be? Why was she so angry!?

The first cut. It stung. But it felt good.
The second cut. Stung less. Felt good.
The third cut. Didnt feel good anymore.

About 7 cuts later she heard someone walking down the corridor and put the blade under her pillow and pulled up her shorts, then fixed her dress. She picked up her phone and pretended to do something incase they walked in.

Whoever it was just went into their room. She laid on her bed. Emotionally drained and now only 30 seconds clean. She felt so alone...

She didnt sleep all night and at around 9am the next morning Castor stumbled in our room. They share a room and quite frankly she hated it.

Pollux: "Hey"

Castor: "Oh hi, you okay?"

Pollux: "Yeah im fine, did you have a good time at Lunars?"

Castor blushes and nods, Pollux is suspicious and jealous at the same time but she brushes of the jealousy.

Pollux: "What did you do at Lunars? You look pretty shaken"

Castor quickly responds: "Nothing!"

Pollux: "Okay-?"

Castor flops onto his bed and lays there, face down while Pollux remains laid on hers, stairing at her TV Girl poster (Yes she listens to TV Girl), they lay in silence for a while when Castor speaks up.

Castor: "Are you okay?"

Pollux: "..."

Castor was concerned by her lack of response so he turned his head to look at her. She 'snapped out of being zoned out' as a little act, really she didnt have a response.

Pollux: "What did you say sorry? I wasnt paying attention"

Castor: "I asked if you were okay.."

Pollux: "Me? Im fine, why do you ask?"

Castor: "Well you randomly left last night and i was concerned"

Pollux: "I was just tired"

Castor: "I dont belive you"

Pollux: "Well i cant help you with that can i?"

Castor: "Just talk to me youve been so different lately-"

Pollux: "Castor i said im fine!"

Castor was very concerned but decided to drop it as he didnt wanna piss her off anymore. Why was she acting like this? What could he do to help her? He felt like it was his fault. Was it his fault? He should ask her. Should he?

Castor: "Just promise me this"

Pollux: "What"

Castor: "If it were me you'd tell me right?"

Pollux: "Yes i would dont worry"

Castor wasnt sure what she meant by that, was that a threat? Hes probably just over thinking it.

Thats all for now, sorry i cant handle having characters with no angst 💗