Because Of You | Nash Grier Fanfiction

Chapter 35

*Nash's POV*

All I've done since I've been home is mope around and stay in my room all day. I miss Addi so much, I've never loved someone like I love her. She still refuses to talk to me it's been over a week. Every time I go to her house Colton threatens me and makes me leave so I just stopped. I don't know what else to do I can't except losing her.

*Addi's POV*

I haven't been doing anything since I've gotten back I can't even eat. It takes every ounce of self control I have to not go running back to him, I just can't. I decide to take a long shower so I can think. When I get out It's 1:00 am, I go to find a sweatshirt and come across Nash's. I smell it, it still has his scent. I hesitantly put it on and with it am drowned with memories. I hop into bed and decide to try and go to sleep. I lay there for what feels like hours deep in thought.

Suddenly I hear tapping on my window. I get up and and go over to it, that's when I see it's Nash. I haven't seen him in almost 2 weeks, I'm suddenly overcome with and endless stream of emotions.

I open it up "What are you doing here?" I ask confused.

"Can I please come in?" he begs.

I open it up all the way so he's able to get in.

He crawls in and stands there just staring at me with his empty blue eyes like he can't get out any words.

"Addi.." he starts.

"No just no" I say putting my hands to my face.

"This has been one of the hardest weeks of my life, knowing you're mad at me and I can't do anything about it drives me absolutely insane. I miss you like crazy, can we please talk about what happened."he says desperately.

after sitting in silence for a long moment I softly say "Fine" sitting on my bed look down at my hands.

he sits next to me and starts " I didn't kiss Maddie, she came to the meet & greet and told me to meet her and I didn't want her to do anything to you so I agreed. Right when I got there she just threw herself at me. I know I shouldn't have lied to you but I was only trying to protect you. And I know I should have told you this before but we used to date it was nothing though it was only for a month, she made me miserable so I ended it. The only person I want to kiss and be with is you, no one else." he says looking to me for a response with those longing eyes.

I'm silent, thinking everything over for what seems like an eternity "I believe you." I say tears slowly beginning to stream down my face.

His face lights up like a flashlight, he engulfs me into a gigantic hug.

"I missed you so much." he whispers.

"I missed you too Nash." I whisper back hugging him.

We just stay there for a while embracing each other in our arms it feels so right. We break apart and just look at each other he looks like he hasn't slept in days.

"Do you want to spend the night with me?" I ask.

"Won't your mom and Colton be mad?" he asks concerned.

"I don't care I just really need to feel your arms around me right now." I say.

"I haven't been sleeping because you took over my mind." he says laying down.

I lay next to him he puts his arm around me with his other hand in mine. I lay there stroking his hand while nestling my head on his chest, savoring this moment.

*Nash's POV*

It feels so good to have her in my arms again. I missed it, all I'm doing is focusing on the moment because right now everything is perfect. I slowly drift to sleep finally able to knowing she's mine again.

- next day -
*Addi's POV*

I wake up to Nash's snoring. We're spooning with his head resting on mine I giggle at how loud he's breathing. I turn my head and kiss his cheek.

"Nash wake up." I say.

He squints his eyes half open and groans.

"What time is it?" he asks in a raspy voice.

"12:00" I answer.

he groans again stretching then rewrapping me in his arms.

"I love when you wear my sweatshirt" he says.

"I love wearing it." I answer.

We stay in my bed the entire day, sleeping on and off while watching movies. Mostly we just caught up on lost sleep together.

A/N: sorry I haven't written in so long I've had zero motivation but I'm starting to get into it again. If you're still reading this I appreciate and love you so much. xx