Because Of You | Nash Grier Fanfiction

Chapter 33

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-Next Day-

*Nash's POV*

I ended up only getting 3 hours of sleep I was up all night trying to get a hold of Addi. We're here for two more days then we go back to North Carolina, we don't have anymore events so we're free to do whatever we want. All I want to do right now is hold Addi in my arms and tell her how much I love her. But I just had to go and fuck everything up with the girl I love most in the world.

I need to explain to her what happened. I can't even look at Maddi with out being disgusted let alone kiss her. The kiss wasn't even 3 seconds long, I pulled away as fast as I could but she was too busy trying to shove her tongue down my throat.

I just can't think of the right words to say to her. But I do know I need to talk to her as soon as I can, the longer time she has to think of what she saw the worst this will be. I drag myself out of bed and quickly throw on some random clothes.

I walk down to her door.

*Knock Knock*

A few moments later Addi opens the door. As soon as she sees it's me she starts to shut it, I hold my hand out stopping the door.

"Addi wait!" I say.

*Addi's POV*

"What?!" I say resentfully.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen. I can't even look at Maddie without being disgusted, let alone kiss her. She just did it before I could stop her and I pulled away as soon as she did it." He says pleadingly.

"Why were you even meeting her in the first place?!" I snap back.

"I needed to know why she came here, I didn't want her to hurt you." He answers running his hand through his hair.

"Well look where that got us Nash!" I say harshly.

Hurt fills his bright blue eyes "Addi..." He trails off looking away.

"I love you, no one else." He says meaningfully.

I stare blankly avoiding looking into his eyes. I don't know how to answer him.

He sighs "I love everything about you. I love the way you look adorable when you aren't even trying, I love the way your nose scrunches up when you laugh, I love the way your eyes light up when you talk about the things you love, I love how you bite your lip when you get nervous, I love how you always be yourself no matter what, I love the way you feel in my arms, I love the way your lips feel against mine, I love how you make me a better person. Most of all I love how we are when we're together." He says longingly.

"Nash.." I say more softly this time.
"I love you.. But I just don't think I can do this right now." I say putting my face in my hands.

I look up to him, His eyes are heartbreakingly vacant.

"I'm sorry." I whisper so faintly it's almost inaudible.

*Nash's POV*

It feels like my heart just got ripped out of my chest.