Because Of You | Nash Grier Fanfiction

Chapter 32

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*Addi's POV*

How could Nash do this to me. Especially with her.

-earlier-

We just got done with the meet and greet and we were going to all go hangout in our hotel room. Nash takes me to the side and says he needs to talk to the hotel manager, I was kind of curious as to why but didn't think anything of it.

As we were going up the elevator I look at my phone and realize its almost dead. I search my bag for my charger but don't see it. So I assume I left it in the lounge, I tell the boys I'm going to go grab it. I ride the elevator back down then walk to the room. As I open the door I see two people kissing I have no idea who it is, I start to apologize until my eyes meet those icy blue eyes that I once looked to for safety.

Nash.

No.

He pushes the girl off of him and that's when I realize.. Maddi. Before he can explain I'm sprinting through the hallway and up the stairs to our room.

He yells my name as he chases behind me "LEAVE ME ALONE!" I scream entering the room and slamming the door behind me. I rest my back against the door and slowly slide down.

That's when I begin to cry and cry and cry, if tears could make me forget then I wouldn't remember anything.

That's when I get the feeling. The feeling I haven't gotten since the night I took those pills. I try to get the thoughts out of my head but they keep coming back, there's no way to push them away. I have to silence them.

I go to bathroom where I find a cheap razor, I break it and carefully take out the blade gently holding it like it's an infant.

I study the piece of metal in my hand. I take a good long look in the mirror. I take a big deep breath, then without any hesitation I glide the sharp edge across my skin. The blood starts flowing out like my tears, then drips down the side of my arm and trickles onto the floor.

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