Living Off Past Trauma.

You rap?

Onika Jones//Oni
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It has now been a week since we got back from my birthday trip. On our last day in Puerto Rico, Lamar took me on a date to this super cute restaurant by the beachside and he also took me shopping...and for a spar treatment. 

My baby spoils me too much

Well, this past week has been calmed to say the least. Nothing interesting has been happening so that's good. I haven't been getting icky feelings like before so that's good. It was closing time, and I was so glad because my back is aching so bad, and I just wanted to go lay down. I said bye to Amanda and Blake and turned around to walk to my car when I accidently bumped into Tana.

"Oh, sorry I didn't see you." I apologized. She looked me up and down and the corner of her right eye twitched. "Of course you didn't blind bitch." she said with a scowl on her face. Dayum, what's got into her. "Haha very funny. You deadass got a problem with me. Is it the pregnancy hormones? I heard they're similar to menstrual hormones." I rolled my eyes at her. 

"Bitch fuck you. You lucky I'm fucking pregnant." She looked me up and down with a look of disgust. "Why, so can beat me up? Nigga I would have you on the ground within seconds. Don't play with me. Play with your baby when he or she is born." I scoffed as I folded my arms over my chest. She let out a sigh before shaking her head. "You know, you fucking annoying."

"You too and thanks for the Bday wish." I said. She looked at me with a fuck you face before she spoke. "Shut up." She began to walk away before she stopped in her tracks. "Oh uhm...and could you tell Lamar the baby ain't his." She said and walked off. I shrug my shoulders and got in my car and drove off. I got home kinda late due to the to the traffic but made it home safely. There were cars parked outside meaning people were over. I took my bags and made my way towards the door. I got inside the house and greeted everyone. 

I walked towards the kitchen and got me a bottle of water. "Tana said the baby aint yours." I said after taking a big sip from my water. "You met up with her?" Lamar asked me. "Ha! No ways. We bumped into each other...more like I accidently bumped into her." He hummed and went back to playing games with the boys. "You'an go say nun?" I asked. "Nahhhhhh." He said with a chuckle. I shrugged it off and went to sit next to Lizzo who happened to be designing an outfit on her iPad. "That's dope. Is it for one of your clients?" curious me asked. "Yup." she said. We talked for a bit before Sky and Lola walked into the house.

"Where you two coming from?" I asked them. "Oh, from the studio. Lani wanted to try rapping on this new beat I made." Sky grinned. I don't think I ever mentioned it before, but Skyler is actually a record producer and songwriter who happens to be close friends with Metro Boomin. Well, he's sort of her mentor and Lani used to rap back in middle and high school, but it was just for fun. "Eh? Bitch you legit dragged me from my workplace just for me to test out your beat and I told u multiple fuckin' times Ion rap no more neither do I wanna." Lani huffed before going to sit next to Tai.

"You rap?" Omar asked. "Used to. Ion anymore." Lani said. "Why not?" Black asked. We all genuinely wanted to know. When she decided to stop rapping, she told Sky and I that she wasn't feeling it anymore. "Not feeling it and no more questions. A nigga tired over hea'." She said.

"Well could we listen to the one you made today." Tai asked her. I knew she would say yes to him. "NO" "YES!!!" Lani and Sky said in unison. Lani saying no and sky saying yes. "Please." Tai begged. Shit. "Mane fuck this. It doesn't even sound nice." She rolled her eyes, and Sky connected her phone to the Bluetooth speaker.

A sick beat started playing before I heard Lani's voice. If there's one thing I can tell you than its that she doesn't need autotune. She a natural. Turns out the song's name is called snitch.