Living Off Past Trauma [EDITED]

What's the plan?

{Published 23May2024}
{Edited 20November2024} LMAO IF I DIDN'T EDIT THIS, IT WLDVE BEEN HELLA WEIRD, MESSED UP AND CONCERNING.
{Edited again 8January an 6June2025}

Onika Calhoun Jones//Oni
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I woke up to find Lamar's head lying on my stomach like a baby. He looked so peaceful, releasing light snores. I didn't wanna wake him up so I just left him like that. He was pretty tired when he got back from work.

I'm still confused about whether I should call it work of illegal living.

I took my phone off the charger which was on the bedside table. I went to Instagram and started viewing people's stories.

As I was viewing people's stories, I got a text from Skyler.

Bestie❤️😈

Bad bitch wanna fuckkk.

Sup babymamma😉

Missed youuuu❤️✨

What you want? You never act so
kind in the morning?

Ah! Oh, fuck you.

Lmao.

Lani and I gon pull up.

Oh cool. What time?

Ion knows yet. But ima text you.

K cool. Wait look at dis.

Do yo selfish ass have to
call me single?

Hehe🤪. Anyways, see ya later.
Luv ya❤️

Luv ya too✨🤪.

I exited her inbox and went back to viewing peoples' stories. Just as I watching some reels, I felt Lamar kissing my stomach.

"Lamar whatcha doing?" I asked looking down at him.

"Nun."

"Right." I rolled my eyes.

"Can't wait for my baby to be in here." He mumbled.

I was stunned by what he said.

He wanted to have a baby...with me?

I looked down at him with a little frown. I always wanted to have kids. Three to be specific. Too bad that was just a dream.

"Lamar, you know that can't be pos-" he cut me off.

"Uhn uhn. Stop saying crap. You will get pregnant, and it go be with my seeds." He said with his eyes closed, still lying on my stomach.

I didn't say anything for a few minutes.