"Yn is everything I'm not"
Suddenly the girl who was once forgotten by everybody, was suddenly wanted by everybody.
You, the girl who was described to have every boy magically wrapped around your finger, finally had enough. Or did you bottle it all...
- Song recommendation: Every Breath You Take by The Police -
-Time skip: Sunday-
Word got out about me and Mattheo and soon enough I was hated. I was back where I started this year, except worse. I wish I could go back to when nobody knew my name, back to when everything made sense.
I don't know what I was planning on telling people yet. I could tell them I was just drunk, or I was joking, or it was a dare, or I just broke up with Lorenzo, or the truth. I still could be made out to be the villain in all of the stories, it was a loose for me no matter what.
I turned to look at Mattheo, I can't believe how much our lives impacted eachother in so little time.
Suddenly, Mattheo woke up.
"Good morning" He said, rubbing his eyes awake. "Morning Mattheo" I said, smiling to him. "What time is it?" He asked, still trying to come back into reality from his obvious deep sleep. "It's 9:07" I said, reading the clock sitting by the side my bed. He groaned before lying back down.
I got up and tied my hair. I tried to hold them back but a couple of cold tears ran down my cheeks. I was as silent as I could about it but Mattheo somehow still managed to realise.
"Yn, what's wrong" He said, sitting up in bed and trying to get a look of my face but I stood up to avoid any conversation about it.
"Nothings wrong, I'm fine really. I just have a cold" I reply, sniffing and walking over to my wardrobe to get an outfit.
Mattheo used any strength and energy he could to get out of bed and walk over to me. He held my waist from behind. "I think it's pretty obvious something is wrong, I think it would make sense to tell me" He whispered in my ear, trying to comfort me.
"I'm just, I'm scared." I don't wanna go back to classes and the great hall and I don't wanna show my face ever again everybody thinks I'm a slut and right now I really feel like one after what happened at my party" I said, taking a deep breath after saying so much in one go.
Mattheo turned me around so I was looking at him. "Listen, yn, nothing is wrong, completely nothing. Pansy was still at that party last night after you left to do what she promised she'd do, erase peoples minds. She thought she'd only be doing it to snitched but she decided to do it to anybody who heard what you said to me last night on the couch." Mattheo said, running his hands through my hair.
"Really?" I ask, Mattheo nods as I hug him. "Thank you so so much" I say, muffled in his shirt. I wish more people could see how thoughtful Slytherins can be once you get to know them.
Mattheo left soon after, thankfully I don't think anybody seen him come out my dorm.
I got dressed into flared dark wash jeans and a black tank top.
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