Un poco rota..

leave you in silence

I leave you in silence, but my heart cries out
Each step I take fills me with doubt.
I stay still in silence, for words only wound,
Yet losing you hurts even more, I'm consumed.

You don’t know the truth, maybe I'm weak,
But you're blind for not seeing the looks I seek.
In my gaze, a hundred emotions lay,
Hidden deep in my heart, they silently fray.

I scream without sound, my feelings concealed,
Praying you’ll hear them, that they’ll be revealed.
Before you leave, this weight won’t set me free,
It clings to my chest, and I can’t seem to breathe.

“What if?” haunts me, it's tearing me down,
Maybe we could’ve had it all, our love unbound.
But I’m just too afraid, too scared to admit,
Too dumb to confess, too lost in the split.

I like you, the way you smile,
The way you fix your hair for a while.
I like how you make me laugh, make me mad,
How your voice changes, how you’re all I had.
I like your cheeks, your shining eyes,
And how your presence makes time fly.

I like you, even if you don’t feel the same,
I like you, though you’ll never know my name.
I like you, so much it hurts,
But you’ll never know, buried in my words.