The Girl With Seven Fiances

Chapter Fifty Nine

Risa and I stared down at the five tests in front of us on the counter. It had been fifteen minutes since I had peed on all the sticks and still there wasn't any clear answers. There had been a total of four negatives and one positive. 

I started to pace the length of the bathroom, as my anxiety just blossomed in my chest. This was possibly the worst time for me to get pregnant. The wedding was coming up, there was a crazy person who wanted to kidnap me and torture me, we still hadn't taken care of the Mina situation yet, Damien still hadn't forgiven my soulmates, I was still leader of the Organization, the list went on. 

It got harder for me to breath as I felt my chest tighten, as a sob broke free from my mouth. Risa wrapped her arms tightly around me as I just sobbed into her shirt. I wasn't ready for this. I thought I would have more time. I didn't think something like this would happen when we still had so much going on. 

"Sh sh sh, Luna calm down. Everything is going to be okay. You have seven kickass soulmates that will not let anything happen to you, or your guys' baby if you are pregnant." She told me as she tried to reassure me. 

"We don't even know, the tests don't make any sense. Maybe I should just go to the hospital and get a blood test done." I said into her shirt and she just shook her head. 

"You're already getting a test done in a couple of days, so don't worry. But we do need to tell your soulmates though, so let's go tell them. That's step one, alright?" She asked me as she rubbed my back in soothing circles as I calmed down a bit. 

I nodded my head softly not being able to voice my words. She pulled away slightly and wiped off my face with a tissue before she turned us towards the door, and we walked back out into the living room. 

As soon as we stepped out all seven of my soulmates' attention was on me, as I looked down at the floor once again. I played with my fingers nervously as I just couldn't meet their gaze.

"So what's the verdict?" Jungkook asked he sounded way too excited about this. 

"Unconclusive, we're gonna have to wait for the blood test." Risa told them as she rubbed her hand on my shoulder comfortingly. 

"How was it unconclusive?" Jin asked as I could hear his voice sounded a lot closer now. 

"One positive and four negatives." I said in a whisper as the tightness in my chest only seemed to get slightly worse.

There was a tension filled silence that filled the room as I just looked down still. None of them had said anything, and I was starting to panic once again. My heart was beating so crazily in my chest, it wasn't funny. 

"Okay so here's what we're going to do." Jin spoke up after a few minutes of silence. "Luna is going to stop taking her birth control for right now until we get the blood test done, and we're going to get the test done probably tomorrow, the sooner we know the better." He told us all as I just nodded softly at his words as I just wanted to run and hide. 

A part of me hoped it was true, our babies would be the cutest babies in the world, but another part of me hoped it was false. With all the stress we currently had going on, and I didn't know how to be myself with a child. Going into little space? Running the organization? The wedding, the guy that was after me. 

There was also a part of me that was scared. Scared that we'd have twins, that the butterfly trait would somehow get passed down to our child, a whole bunch of other things. 

As all those spiraled through my head, the tightness in my chest only got worse. I sank down onto the floor as I tried to regulate my breathing and calm down, but I couldn't.