Scared Love

Chapter 10

He kisses the corner of my mouth, then my jaw sending shivers of pleasure through me.  His lips brush over me once more and he runs his tongue over my bottom lip before closing his lips around mine. The kiss is gentle and slow but intimate. 

His hand caresses my cheek as he kisses me.  My hands wrap around his neck, hugging him tightly to me.  He walks us into his room, our lips sealed together.

"Oh,Ella the things you make me do...the way you make me feel." Matt whispers in my mouth. His words unravel me. 

No matter many times he hurts me, one touch from him I am under his control. Right now I don't care,  I don't care even if he wakes up tomorrow saying it didn't mean anything to him.  All I want is him, his lips and his touch. He turns me around and I bend over the bed.  He slowly opens my zip behind me and leans over to my ear. "I have been wanting to remove this dress off you since I saw at the office." he whispers and goose bumps form on my skin. 

The dress falls and he grabs me and pushes me onto the bed.  He unpins his shirt and throws to the ground and his pants follow. I bite my bottom lip and Matt chuckles lightly.  I open my legs for him and he lays his body between them. He eyes look deep into mine and his hands snakes to my back and unhooks my bra. He slowly moves the straps of my bra revealing my breasts. 

"So fucking beautiful." he mutters and his mouth covers one of my nipples. I moan as I feel his tongue on my hardened nipples. His  hand cups my other breast. Matt's lips meet  mine once again and my hands travel up his back. His hand moves to the small space between our bodies where my legs are parted and I gasp as he rubs gently over the lace of my panties. He applies a little more pressure and I groan and arch my back off the bed.

"What do you want to do, Ella?" his voice so deep. 

"Anything." I tell him,  meaning the word. I will let him do anything with me and I don't care about the consequences that are bound to come tomorrow. "Don't say anything, because there are a lot of things that I fucking want and do to you." he whispers and pushes his thumb against my panties. My imagination runs wild with the different things he can do to me.

"You decide," I moan as he moves his thumb in a circle. "You're so wet for me, I can feel you through these tiny panties," his tongue runs over his lips,wetting them and I moan again."Let's get these panties off, okay?"

Before I can respond he moves off of me. His hand grips the waistband of my panties, pulling them along my thighs. 

"Fuck, you're fucking soaking." he mutters as his eyes rake my body and stop between my legs.  Unable to stop himself it seems,he slides his finger down my folds to collect the moister. He brings his finger to his lips and sucks on it with hooded eye. I have never witnessed something so erotic my entire life.  Watching him suck his fingers sends heat through my body. 

"I want to fucking taste you Ella and I want it now." I yelp at his choice of words.

"You love it don't you? When I swear." he asks and I shake my head. "Admit it Ella,  I know you do." he smirks. "No I don't." I lie. "Fine you won't admit it I will make you. "his eyes are filled with lust and eagerness. 

"I need you to move to the edge of the bed, with your feet on the ground so I can kneel in front of you." he instructs. 

I lay on the large bed and he slides me down by my thighs to end of the bed. 

He hooks his arms around my thighs and bends his knees slightly so he is almost crouched in front of me, between my legs.  I wish I had more experience so I would know what to expect, how it felt.

"I'm going to make you so fucking good."Matt mutters against my stomach.  My pulse is thrumming through my ears. "Spread your legs, baby, " he whispers and I oblige.  He gives me a dazed smile and brings his mouth down to kiss me just under my belly button.  His tongue swirls around my creamy skin and my eyes flutter closed.  He nips at the soft skin covering my  hip and I yelp in surprise.  He sucks the skin between his lips.  It stings but there's something sensual about it that I don't mind the pain. 

"Matt, please." I breath.  I need  some sort of relief from his slow torturing tongue. Without warning his tongue presses flat against my center making me crying out in pleasure. He makes small strokes with his tongue and I fists the comforter on the bed. I wiggle under his skillful tongue and he wraps his arms tighter, holding me in place.  I fell Matt's finger rubbing along with his tongue's caresses and the burn begins to build in my stomach. 

Without my permission, Mathew slowly slides a finger inside of me and gently eases it in. I clench my eyes closed, waiting for the uncomfortable sting to go away.

"Are you okay." he lifts his head up slightly. His plump lips glistening from me. I nod, unable to find the words and he withdraws his finger slowly and slides it back in. The feeling is so foreign especially with the combination with his tongue. I groan and move a hand to his soft hair, threading my fingers through and tugging. His finger keeps entering me and he draws it out slowly each time.

"Yes Mathew...yes... I love it " I moan as his tongue finds that overly sensitive spot and he gently sucks. "What Ella what do you love? Tell me." he says. " I love it when you swear." I moan. I never knew anything could feel this way, so good. My body is overtaken by the sensation and pleasure. I sneak a peek down at Matt who looks incredible sexy between my legs, the hard muscles under his skin contract as he pumps his finger in and out.

"Do you want me to make you come this way?" he asks, I whimper at loss of his tongue and nod frantically.  He smirks and he touches his tongue to me again, this time in flicking motions against that spot I have come to love in more ways than one.

"Oh god," I breath and he groans against me, sending vibrations straight through me. My legs stiffen and mutter his name repeatedly as I come undone. My vision blurs and I screw my eyes shut. Matt holds me and his tongue flicks at a faster rate. I scream his name and I bite my bottom lip.  Seconds later, my head hits the pillow and my chest is heaving up and down as I try to catch my breath. My body is still tingling at the euphoric state I was just in.