chapter 12: your not the only one with a broken heart

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Mike:

    She stood up and starred at me "look...i know your drunk so i don't expect you to remember this..but i-it was a mistake a-and i'm sorry! i know your not over Emily yet and i'm supposed to be helping you not making this more complicated...oh my gosh i'm so stupid!" She said as she slowly ran a hand down her face.

   Anger rushed through me at what she was saying.

Did she seriously think i was drunk?

I might have drunk a lot but i know how to hold my alcohol!

     I closed my eyes as i tried to breath.

   "look all I'm saying is--" she stopped short and i kept my eyes closed as i waited for her to continue.

    "annnd your sleeping...now i feel like an even bigger idiot!" She said and i so wanted to open my eyes but for the life of me i couldn't.

    I heard her walk out the room as the door shut behind her.

My eyes snapped open and i breathed out a sigh of relief.

Maybe its for the best.

   I cant afford to fall for another girl.

Lexi makes me second guess myself...and i don't like it.

       I sat up on the bed and ran my hand through my hair in annoyance.

    I couldn't believe i kissed her! Again! I am a hypocrite.

        I told her it would never happen again but here i was making out with her in my room.

   But i couldn't help myself.

    As soon as Thoes eyes of hers lock with mine i was a goner!

   And dam! The way she straddled me and flipped her hair to the side while biting her lips was the sexiest thing ever!

    I groaned as my little friend started getting happy again.

       "What is this girl doing to me?!" I asked myself.

          "I would ask you the same thing" Johns voice came out of no where and i jumped in shock.

    "Dude you scared the crap out of me! i thought you were driving them home?!" I asked.

"Nahh River brought her car so i didn't have to!" He said and i frowned

     "you mean sarah?" I asked in confusion but he blew it away with a flick of his hands.

   "Dude you and lex were getting pretty heavy!" He said as he squinted his eyes at me.

            My face went blank as i stared at my best friend "i was drunk!" I said and he laughed.

    "dude when your drunk you suck at throwing!" He said

     "Your point?" I asked blankly

   "my point is just because i made a comment you managed to throw a pillow at me without missing! You were definitely sober" he said and i sighed.

    "okay?! So what if i was!?" I asked as i stood up.

        "It was a mistake! I still love Emily!" I said repeating her words to me.

         "A mistake?! Well if shes a mistake then can i have her?!" John asked and before i knew it anger rushed through me and i was pinning john against the wall with my hands against his throat.

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