Chaos & Love

▪︎12▪︎ || Closer To You

Part 12 || Closer To You || Chaos & Love

Yoongi Pov

“Can’t you fucking sit straight Min Yoongi!!” He scolded me while putting a bandage on my finger. After he was done he took a cotton ball and dipped it inside some kind of medicine and then bought it closer to me, I slightly moved my face back.
He stopped and stared at me..

“No, tell me what the heck is exactly wrong with you? First you goddamn had a fight with I don’t know who. And now you are not even letting me treat all these wounds. What exactly do you want? Should I also give you some punches?” his voice was filled with rage. I nervously licked my lip and sucked in some air.
“I would love that. Trust me, if you were to kill me I’ll die without even–” before I could complete my sentence, he started applying the medicine on my wound. I hissed in pain, moving my face backwards.

“Don’t move,” he whispered against my skin. Nah ! I’m not liking it. I grabbed his arm and he looked at me confusingly. “What?!” I pulled him closer and he directly landed on my lap. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and leaned back.
“Do it now.” He kept on staring me. I know I am handsome.
“Once a pervert, forever a pervert.” He mumbled and shook his head.

He again dipped the cotton ball inside the same medicine and started applying the medicine again.
He gasped when I pulled him more closer. His eyes widened and a small smirk appeared on my lips. I leaned closer and this time he moved his backwards.

“Don’t Yoongi. Stay in your limits. And stop taking me for granted. I am tolerating you, doesn’t mean you are going to do whatever you want. I won’t tolerate this shitty behavior, are you getting me?” he spoke in a stern tone. Mood spoiler. I know, it won’t be right if I’ll say this moment looks so damn hot.

Sorry Jimin. Despite his scolding, I pulled him more closer, my face literally inches away from his. I want to capture those pink lips, so badly. But I know, he will never forgive me for that. I have to make him fall in love with me not to make him hate me harder.
I released my grip from his waist and leaned back again.
“Sorry. But I told you, I don’t want this treatment of yours. It’s absolutely nothing and will be alright in just few days.”

He stared at me for some time and then stood up. He tilted his head and ran his finger through his hair.
“Can you please shut up and sit straight for some time? Please, Yoongi?” he again sat beside me. I said nothing and he again started applying the medicine. I hissed when the medicine came in contact with my skin.

Maybe, maybe I should feel blessed that someone is concerned for me.

I noticed how cute he looked. We were close, not too close too, he never forgets to remind me of the boundaries. But I’m not a person who cares about all this shit.

Very soon he was done with all his treatment. He closed the first-aid box and stood up. He looked at me.
“You can go and rest,” he said in a blank tone. I nervously roamed my eyes here and there? No, I mean where should I go? To his room? Before I could think of any other thing, his words pulled me back to reality.

“Go back to your house and rest.” I poked my inner cheek with my tongue, I guess I newly adapted this habit. Don’t know.
I didn’t protested and stood up, but as soon as I stood up I felt a sharp pain in my knee. I slightly bent down, hissing in pain.

It wasn’t hurting, I was faking it totally. My acting skills might be terrible, but I just hope Jimin stops me.

He looked at me, his eyes filled with concern. He took a step closer to me.
“Are you alright?” he asked while looking at me. Trust me, it takes a lot of guts to stand like that and not take any further actions. I have to behave like a normal human. But seriously, all I want to do right now is pull him closer to me, wrap my arms around his waist and kiss him. Deep and passionate.

I nodded and tried to stand properly.
“It’s hurting, when I’m trying to walk.” Please stop me, I am even ready to sleep on the floor but please, can I stay near to you? Was completely silent.
“You can’t walk? I mean, is it hurting too much?” his voice was laced with concern. I tightly pressed my lips together and sat on the couch again.
“I don’t think I would even be able to take a single step.”

“You were alright few minutes ago,” he mumbled. I know he was battling with his mind whether he should let me stay here or ask me to leave.
He isn’t that heart less. He is caring, really caring.

“Can I stay here, just for the night?” My voice gentle as I requested him. He thought for some time and then turned around. I sighed feeling helpless. All my acting for nothing. As soon as I was about to stand and go, I heard him saying something.

“There’s a room at the right corner,” he said while pointing towards a certain direction. “Take that room and get some rest.”
I smiled and nodded.
“Thank you.” He said nothing, he was still holding the first-aid box in his hand.
“Come, I’ll show you.” He offered his hand and I gladly accepted that. I do, I do accept you as my husband.

He guided me towards the room.
As soon as we entered inside the room, he left my room.
“Are you hungry?” he questioned in a plain voice and I shook my head. “Great, go and sleep.” Without even sparing a glance, he left the room. Shutting the door with a loud thud.

This boy. I looked around, scanning the room from each and every single angle. Not too bad, I walked while limping and sat down on the bed. I removed my shoes and laid down on the bed. Thousands of thoughts going round and round inside my head.

After I don’t know how many minutes, or hours maybe. I heard a soft click sound indicating someone opened the door. I was pretending to sleep, my eyes closed, my body lying like I’m dead already.
Jimin came inside.
His fast steps echoed through the room. He was going from a direction to another, trying to find something I guess.

I tried to calm my heart. It’s not easy to pretend that you are asleep, specially when you have a really horrible habit of laughing at the wrong times. But anyways, I kept my eyes shut.

My heart started thumping inside my ribcage when I felt his presence close to me, really close to me. I tried my best not to laugh and continue my mind-blowing acting.
I heard a sound and just the other second, Jimin was on top of me. His lips against mine.

I slowly opened my eyes,  just to see his body pressed against mine. Our lips attached.

We stayed in the position, not even for a single minute. He stood straight, while brushing his clothes. A red tint painted across his cheek, I wondered was that blush or embarrassment?
I also sat straight.

“I-I’m sorry,” he barely said the words and ran out of the room.

My lips curved upwards, forming a smile. I don’t know after how many days, I am smiling genuinely.
Our first kiss, nah, unexpected first kiss.
I slightly looked down. He actually, hit his leg against the wooden part of the bed. I just hope he didn’t got hurt.

I touched my lips gently with my finger, his lips felt so soft against mine.

I brushed off all the unwanted thoughts for now, and laid back. Closing my eyes, I tried to sleep. But our first kiss, oh my God.
And very unknowingly, I slept.