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Chapter 27: Moment of truth

I lay in bed for half an hour, wondering what to do if this is official. 

The phone rang which was placed on the bedside table. "Hello?" I asked rubbing my eyes, tiredly. "Is this Mrs. Cobain." The receptionist said through the phone. "No," I sighed thinking she was talking about Courtney. "Jules right?" She said annoyed. "Oh yeah, that's me. " I answered. "We have a message for you, just dial 1 to be placed on the call," She said once again. I dialed 1 and I immediately heard my dad's loud cough. "Hello" I yawned. "Jules, finally. Where have you been. It's been weeks!" My father yelled. You can hear he had a tons of alcohol.

"I told you I was with my friends, out." I replied annoyed. "Well if you want us homeless, you can stay. Your idiotic mother ran away once again, which means there is no one to run the fucking business!" He groaned.

Fuck my life. "I'll be there in a few hours," I cried out, looking at Kurt who was still fast asleep. "I'll hurry up if I were you," He slurred his words. "Ugh, fine. I'll see you in a while." I said. "If you don't come before 4 today, don't even bother coming back, or seeing your sister,"

I don't understand why he is being a dick about this. I'm finally old enough to enjoy myself, but I can't. I took a minute to think how I would get there, when a sudden rush of nausea hit me. I sprinted towards the bathroom once again. I better find out why I keep getting sick.

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"Good morning," Kurt groaned, but shot right up from his lying position seeing the bed empty and suitcases on the floor. "What are you doing?" He asked in concern.  "My dad called, he said that I needed to be home in a few hours. He threatened me by not seeing Elisabeth." I sighed. "I'll come with you then," He said quickly. "No, it's fine really. You have another upcoming tour that you definitely cannot cancel."  I said guilty.  

"I'm not letting you go alone, Jules. The tour isn't until 2 weeks, it can wait. We'll go together. Okay?" He said cupping my face. I couldn't resist his puppy dog eyes. I really didn't want to mess things up for him. Even if I a pregnant, how would things be? Would he still have the same passion to preform like he has now?

"Only if Krist and Dave will understand, I don't want to mess things up with you three, you know?" I said in sympathy. "Jules, you have to understand. They don't control me, even if they had a problem I would still choose to go with you. Look I know that I haven't convinced you because of my actions. I am willing to make it up to you. I would choose you over anyone, you know that," He cried out. The words that came out of his mouth made me lightly tear up.

"You better get packing then, we have to leave in like 20 minutes," I said sighing in between my tears. "I've got a question though," He said. I looked at him, signaling for him to continue. "Are we still taking, you know? The test?" He asked nervously. Shit, to be honest, I tried to avoid it but I should probably just find out. "We probably should, right? We can stop by the store and take one. I didn't pee yet so I think it should be fine still." I said grabbing his hands. "You know I love you right?" He said tightening his grip on my hands. "I know, we should hurry up though," I answered closing my eyes. "Yeah," Kurt sighed.

"Let's do this." I cried out.

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 "We will only be a couple of minutes," Kurt yelled while getting out of the car. Kurt and Krist exchanged weird looks to one another, which was odd but I shook it off. He somehow convinced the guys to go with us to my place and said that we are only staying to show our face and then we will leave again.

While walking into the store, I couldn't help but think, let's say I am where would we raise this baby? Will me and Kurt move in together? 

"You okay?" He frowned, "Yeah, I guess. I'm just nervous." I answered back. He grabbed the test and faced me, cupping my cheeks with his hands. "If you are, you are. And if you are not, you're not. It won't change anything. I promise" He said confidently. "It will change everything Kurt. There might be another you running around." I cried out. "I know, I'm sorry," He said hugging me. "Let's just by this, and get it over with." I said. " I'm going to buy four." He said grabbing three more. "Why four?" I questioned him suspiciously. "Shelly wants to you know, test as well." He laughed. "Oh so that's why Krist looked at you so weirdly," I asked. "Wait you saw that?" He asked surprisingly. I answered him with a laugh. 

That's right Jules, laugh the pain off.

"You ready?" I asked. He nodded and walked hand-in-hand together to the till and payed for the things. People were staring, taking photo's, and some looked happy. I don't blame them. The people who looked up to both Kurt and Courtney's relationship didn't know they were broken up. Anyways, it's their problem.

"Are you gonna take it here?" Kurt asked. "You said Shelly wanted to take one too, so I'll do it with her." I smiled. He gave me a nervous smile, and took my hand and walked to the car. "Finally," Dave moaned . We got into the car, and Kurt shoved himself onto Krist to whisper something to him. His ass was literally in my face, and I let my intrusive thoughts win and poked my finger in his ass , causing him to let out a groan and putting his hand close to where I poked him. That's how you sit a man down.

Kurt gave me a dirty look which caused me to let out a giggle. 

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We finally made it to my hometown, but we decided to stop by at Krist's house to take the test before going to my house.

"Honey, I'm home!" Krist shouted in a girly voice. "Oh , I didn't expect you to be here so early," She said kissing his cheek. "Well I'm here!" He replied. "Hey, Shelly!" I said kissing her cheek.  "Hey you, I've missed you!" She said pulling me into a big hug. "Hey Honey, can I talk to you for a second please," Krist mumbled. "Yeah of course," She replied, giving everyone a reassuring smile that says she would be back soon.  I immediately knew what it was about. 

Kurt seemed to sense that I was tense and stood behind me, wrapping his arms over my waist and resting his head on my shoulder. "I love you," He whispered. I turned around standing on my tippy toes, giving him a small peck on the lips. "I love you more," I replied. He tightened his grip on my waist, planting a kiss on my head, which made me feel warm inside causing me to smile.

I looked at Shelly, who just received a plastic 'target' bag and nodded. She looked at me, and slightly waved me over to come with her. "Guess it's now or never," I said. I started walking when Kurt stopped me. "Remember, no matter what happens. I love you. Good luck," He said kissing me. I smiled and nodded, and jogged over to Shelly who was busy walking to the bathroom.

"You scared too?" She laughed, while taking the tests out of the wrapper. "I think so, I just haven't been feeling the best." I sighed.  "You ready?" She asked. "Yeah, I hope so." I said. "You use this bathroom and I'll use the one in the bedroom. Then we can look together once we are done," She smiled and walked out. "Hey Shelly," I said, she turned around and smiled in question. "Thank you," I whispered slightly. "No need to thank me, " She said and walked out of the bathroom. 

And just like that I was left alone in a room with a test I would've never thought of doing so soon. I sit on the toilet and took a few deep breaths, trying to calm myself.

After what felt like forever, I  finished and I heard a knock coming from the other side. "Hey, can I come in?" Shelly said. I let out a huge sigh. "Yeah, I'm done," I replied. As soon as I said that she came in, and my heart skipped a beat.  She placed hers on the small table where mine was and looked at me. "You okay?" She asked me, "You're shaking," 

"I don't know, I'm so scared, Shelly," I said tearing up. "Everything will be just fine Jules, you have a lot of support. And let's say me and you are both pregnant, we are going to get through this together," She said hugging me. I returned a nervous smile. "You ready to look," She asked rubbing my back. I nodded and flipped the test around.

Nothing.

Wait.

One faint line.

And another one.

Shit.