heartstopper in the future

Car

TW: car accident. panic  attack / anxiety attacks, what's the difference? Disabled people mentioned. Crying. Let me know if it's any more <3

Nick POV: 

I walked out side, the chilly morning  weather hitting me the second I stepped outside.

I get in my car and drive to the school, knowing it won't be open. 

I drive in silence, no music, no kids 

No Charlie. 

I didn't think this would turn out to being such a big deal.

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I walk around the school at lunch, while walking I see Adrian and Jack eating lunch in the shade of a big tree 

"Hey Adrian, how is Charlie doing?" I ask him

"He's Okay" he answers in a monotone voice 

"Um what did he tell you guys?" I ask, wondering how much they know and to what extent 

"Just that you guys had a fight this morning and that you are going to stay a night at grandma's house. He also said that we shouldn't blame you, that it was both of you guys fault" Adrian says looking up at me

"Okay, thank you Adrian. I'll leave you two alone, enjoy your lunch" I say giving him a smile 

"Thanks" he answered, taking a chip from Jack 

Atleast Charlie hadn't blamed it all on me, even though most of it is my fault.

The rest of the day slowly dragged along, I tried my best to be the same cheerful person for the kids, but it was hard.

Every thing feels like it's falling together, today is the last time I'm meting up with Beth. 

Then I'll never see her again.

And everything will be Okay, right? 

It's finally the end of the day, so I decided to call mum to let her know I'm staying over. I know she won't mind, but their will be some questions, and I'll answer truthfully. Hopefully she has some tips. 

I pick up my phone and search for my mum in the contact list, I find her name and call her.

"Hello darling" she says cheerfully when she picks up

"Hi mum" I say, my voice filled with exhaustion and sadness 

"What wrong Nicky?" She asks, her voice filled with concern 

"Can I sleep over at your house tonight?" I ask, my voice breaking and tears starting to form in my eyes 

"Yes of course, I'm home right now" she say softly 

"Thanks mum, I'm on my way" I say looking at the car sealing to try and stop the tears 

"I'll see you soon" mum says into the phone 

"Yeah, bye mum." I say, feeling defeated 

"Bye Nicky" mum says before she hangs up

I get out on the road, driving 20 miles per hour.

I've been driving for a minute or two and this guy keeps honking at me, I look back it's a black car, I'm not driving under the speed limit so I don't understand why. Their is not pregnant person so it's not someone giving birth, if it was I would have driven to the side for them to 

I hear my self scream before every thing goes black.

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"Nicolas, try stay with me" a woman says, it sounds so far away, their are blinking lights everywhere, every thing is blurry.