Wangji's POV - -
DURING THE TIME THE MISUNDERSTANDING HAPPENED
" I lost everything! I got and I lost!
How?
How THIS happened?
Why now?
My heart is sinking..no no I
can't lose him.. ..not now..not like this..
I will make him understand... I will.. I have to!
Come on Wangji! You have
to or else Wei.... !
Don't you knw where will HE be
lost?
ALL... all the smile..the joy that you have seen in those twinkling eyes..lips.. on that face-- will be lost forever!
I can't allow that to happen !
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I rush into the room almost running.. and I see him .....
Oh.. ..my god!
WEi!
Listen to me please ! Please ! Look at me for once..and then you can do whatever you choose..but give me one chance to explain myself!
HE is not looking!
What do I do now?
I shake him again....
Wei please look at me..look here in
my eyes..and tell me all the moments we had..all the things I said, were false!?
Just tell me once and I won't say a word after that!
I can't let HIM emmerse in that darkness again!
Oh..no what I did! Damn I should have told him!
I sigh...
Later - - when I see my existence no more matters, I take the cheque.. I don't say anything, because what can I say?
It's my fault! He is broken already and I
added more damage to it!
I deserve it!
But Wei doesn't deserve this pain!
Silently I leave from there..
I don't know.. I guess I don't or can't realise anymore what I'm doing..or where am I going..I just know I have to
move.... move away from HIM...
Because I did DAMAGE more that can be repaired!
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I get BACK to China... Start my
Practise and I don't realise when it's day or when it's night! I am a total wreck now.
I just Know , I have to cure as many people as I can ... I have to undo what I
have done!
I have lost reason and my only hope.... my love.. everything! I have failed.. miserably... what I dreaded.. not
intentionally, yet I did the same with the person who is most precious to me.
Now I can't sleep! Not for a single day!
Every time I close my eyes, I fear I
will get some bad news!
My profession demands me to be tough; but I am a human too and I love him--- damn it!
I keep talking when I'm alone, like I am talking to HIM and I want him to know that nothing.... nothing I did was an act.... because with HIM, I can never act!
WON'T He ever forgive me?
HE will understand me..won't He ?
I Live by this hope......
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NOTE :--
Thank you for reading.
I initially wrote this, but later decided to edit it out. But now I think it's better to just post it.
Hope there is no misunderstanding now, regarding Wangji's intentions or why he did what he did. :-)
Thank you once again for loving this Story sooo much!!! ❤️ I can't thank you enough!! ( all my dear Readers )
**The Final Chapter will be updated very soon! 😊
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Yours Isa....
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