"It's matters because she was a person i basically grew up with Lily ?! And you guys were having sex and maybe beyond that because knowing Paige you were a lot to her and I came in and grabbed you for myself" she yells out and I get emotional.
"I'm sorry I didn't know you needed to know it was a long time ago and I didn't think it would affect anything-." She cuts me off "did you love her?!" I feel a knot in my throat . "Baby it was such a long time ago I swear now it's just me and you" I say to try and remind her that I do love her .
"When was the last time she tried anything with you and don't fucking like to me so help me god" she says angry "two days ago." I say lowly she chuckles "what the fuck happened?" She pinches her nose . "I was braiding her hair and she was telling me stuff we did in the past and if it was better than anything with you" I say truthfully .
"Is it?" She ask I stand straight . Why am I in this position there isn't a right answer to this. "Your different CC" she throws her head back "I'm different what the fuck it's that supposed to mean?" She spits out and I flinch "I feel right with you it's not just physical with you ..please you have to belive me" I go to grab her face and she looks at me "Lily I need space.." .
I swear my heart froze . "What?" I say with teary eyes "you lied to me and it may have not matter to you all but you are with her half your time and it didn't occur to you that your girlfriend should've known you were fucking around with an old friend...this so getting out of hand and I'd never want to hurt you or disrespect you...I need some time to figure this out?" She pushes my hands away "your breaking up with me?"
She breathes in and kisses my head . "I need time Lily .." Tears fall on my cheeks "how long..please don't go ...don't leave me.." she breathes in "Lily" my heart feels likes it's burning "you said you'd never hurt me ..you said you'd never do this to me ...you said I meant everything to me ..you said I was everything...you said those things not me caitlin" she hugs me and lets go .
"Caitlin please don't do this to me don't leave me" she kisses my head two times and kisses me "I'm not ...I just need time to think ...this is just alot for me" she grabs her keys and leave and I fall to my feet . Did I just lose her ?.
Yalllll what is going on ?! Why do you think that was so important for cc to know ?!⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕
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Experience (sequel to innocence)
Teen Fictionthey last talked it's been months from the hurt and the happiness the shared Lily has a new relationship pushing her to greater things but what happens when Paige runs into her will old feelings spark or will she keep running ? Will love reach its e...
