Me and the girls are sitting in my dorm and we're watching the Iowa and Nebraska game. An hour goes by and I'm in the kitchen getting juice . "Oh shit!" Aubrey yell "what happened" I see the screen as Caitlin gets trampled by four girls and her leg gose far back than what it should I sit down and I she's on the floor .
"It's seems the best player on Iowa is down ..seems like a collision to her knee and she's been down on the floor this game but never for this long.." my mind froze . She's crying while being carried away by two medics "do I call her?" I ask the girls they all nod "wait till she calls you" Azzi says "dam that shit looks lethal" kk says .
I start crying because she loves baseball and an injury like that can be fatal to her career "I feel so bad for her ...dam" I wipe my tears and Iowa wins the game . It's been two weeks since me and cc last spoke and it hurt . But seeing her laying on that floor hurt more .
"Hey I know I shouldn't have called but I saw the game and I was worried about you" I wait for her response "I'm okay my knee and ankle are sprained." I breathe out "that good news ...I just wanted to make sure you were good" I chew on the inside of my cheeks "yeah Lily I'm okay thank you for asking"
"Hey cait?" I ask I've been dreading this question. "Will we ever be together again?" I can hear her sniffle "Lily I've been thinking ..and I'm...um...I..." my eyes start tearing and I can feel my hear feel heavy as rocks "I love you so much this hurts way worse than my leg ...I don't think me and you can work out ..with everything I have going on I don't think I'll have the time and effort to put into you and I feel like you deserve someone who can balance out those triats" I breathe in and let my tears out
"Your okay with never holding me ? Never touching me ? Never laughing or waking up at 7 am just to get me to spend time with you ? Please don't go I know I've made mistakes and i know I haven't been the easiest person to be with ..but I can't lose you ...your my best friend ...Caitlin please " .
I can hear her cry "you were everything I've ever wanted ...but i can't be what you need ...I'll always love you lily..you were the best thing that has ever happen to me since I've been drafted baby" I cry and she hangs up before I can protest . Why me ? Why didn't she want me ? Why wasn't I good enough? Why can't I just be loved? Is it me? Am I broken so much my flaws spill through the cracks...
Yall after I wrote this I read it and cried . Shame on yall for inspiring this 😩⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️
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