Lily's pov:
I walk into the room with my long shirt covering my thighs and her boxers on . Shes wearing a black long sleeve that is tight around her arms and stomach. And her overtime shorts . She puts a cross necklace on and her sneakers. "I have to get to practice" I put a sock on and slip my boot on.
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask . She walks past me into the kitchen. "No" she says emotionless. She passes me all my pills and I take them . Then she gives me a granola bar. "Can you talk to me?" She looks at me and puts her hands on the island counter . "About?" .
"What happened in the shower?" I say she looks up at me . "I thought you enjoyed it" I say speaking up more . "Lily I'm glad that you pleased me I am ...but it felt forced..it didn't feel like you wanted to touch me by choice ..I've had sex you more time than I can count and it never felt like that...you don't owe me a dam thing ..trust me you don't...I just don't want you in that position if you don't want to ..simple" she grabs a Powerade and kisses my head and leaves .
My eyes tear up . I just want my life back. I miss it . I hate what my "normal" is now . I put on leggings and walk to the gym and I see them all playing . I sit on the bench . "Assist me" Paige tells Kk . They throw balls around "Ayanna defense! Good Ana!" They hi five "ice guard guard !!" They okay like this for thirty minutes. She sees me . And looks away . "Watch out!" A girl yells as she slips on a run and lands on me .
I hit the floor hard. My head smacks the bench board . I see Kate's hands around my neck and I open my eyes again and I see the ceiling. "Lily!!" Paige runs over and grabs the shorter girl by the shirt "are you fucking stupid? Hmm? You fucking blind?" Ice try's to separate them but the anger in her eyes made me fearful. "Let her go dude" they separated "get the fuck outa here before I break your jaw" Paige says .
She glances at me and walks up to me and my arms and feet push me back . She stops in her tracks . "You gotta be fucking kidding me right now" she backs up and grabs a ball and throws it across the room and slams the door . "Hey you okay" Azzi runs up and helps me sit . I nod . "She was just so angry".
They all look at me "she went through a lot Lily ..we understand you did to..but since you've been back you see her as this monster . You're always on egg shells with her...she's been through it with you ..and she dosent feel wanted by you anymore..and if you want my opinion..if you keep treating her like this it won't get better for you guys" I look at her . Am I to broken ? For her ..
This was maybe too long but yall ..Paige needs some love like come here baby I gotchu😭😭⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕
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Experience (sequel to innocence)
Teen Fictionthey last talked it's been months from the hurt and the happiness the shared Lily has a new relationship pushing her to greater things but what happens when Paige runs into her will old feelings spark or will she keep running ? Will love reach its e...
