Experience (sequel to innocence)

Closure .

Paige pov :

"There isn't anything for me and her talk about I told her why and all my reasons Paige ...she needs more than what I can offer this whole shit is way to much on me bro ..I'm carrying the whole league on my back I don't even have a second to breathe" Caitlin says . I understand her it's like that for me to .

All the time it's "can we get a picture" or "what are Paige's plans for the season" or "she's so hot" or "is she okay mentally coming back from her injury" it's a crazy thing and me and her are the same age . She has a lot in which I understand. But Lily dosent know that . And she needs Closure as much as it may hurt her worse and god I hate that .

"Can you just come and see her I know seasons ended for you this year but just if you could see the condition she's in CC" I can hear her playing with a pen "fine I'll book a flight...I'll be there in two hours" I say thank you "you really care about her don't you?" Caitlin ask me . I look up at the ceiling no wanting to cry .

"More than basketball bro ...and it pains me to see her that way..." we talk for five minutes before I hang up and walk back into the room "she's comin" I see her and they changed her into a black long sleeve and black sweats . "How bad are they?" I see Morgan cleaning her wrist. The girls look up . " better than the other ones"

I connected my eyebrows "other ones?...this wasn't the first time why the fuck didn't you guys tell me?!" Azzi stands up "because you made her do this the first time and not your actual being but your actions drove her to almost swallowing two sleeping pill bottles and we found her bleeding on the bathroom floor she was seeing someone and she said all she needs is us and we have been there every single time she's needed us even this ...don't get mad that she's doing it ...be mad because actions on you and cc made her do this to herself"

That's the first time Azzi has ever talk to me like that and it hit me more than it should've "when me and you were messing around and we got into the whole incident thing it hurt me to my core that everyone saw us . I had to sit there and take it because this team needed me and I needed the team so be thankful she's still trying when she has nothing left to fight for" she says caringly "I'd say three hours tops" kk says . "When she wakes up we'll switch" she nods and talks Morgan .

They did watch rotations for her .all because of heart break not only do I wanna punch myself I wanna beat cc bloodily for this .

Do we like Paige pov? I hope I'm doing a good job bc idk how those girls do what they do on a day to day💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕