Paige pov:
My anger got the best of me . But I've been doing my best to protect her . To make her feel wanted and safe and needed . She's been through so much I'm trying to make it weigh less . Nothing I do seems to make her willing want me around. I sleep on the couch. Not that mind . I'm just ranting.
I get into the workout room and put my setting gloves on and I start hitting a punch bag . I let all my anger out until Aubrey comes in. She just holds the bag still for me . And I hit it so hard the last punch I threw broke the sheet of it . "Damit".
I huffed out of breath in frustration. We call maintenance.
"Dude..you good?" She ask as I drink water . "I'm fine .." the two words seem like routine to say for the last two months . "Talk to me homie" she says . "You ever feel like the person you're dating may not be the book for you but just the chapter?" I ask her honestly. She thinks for a moment.
"I think that people are like seasons they come and go" she pauses for a second. "My grandma once told me if you get on the wrong train get off at the first stop ..the longer that you stay on the train the more expensive the return trip will cost you..and that isn't about trains bro". I look at her and throw my bottle at her "when did you get so wise dummy" she laughs "I'm fr bro" .
"I just think maybe she's better off ya know?" I tell Aubrey . "I feel like I was burning..and I apologized for the smell of ashes..like .. she stabbed me and I said sorry for getting blood on her shirt ya know" she passes my bottle back . "No matter how much you can love someone if they don't value you ..that's your first red flag ..and the fact that she is literally scared of your being .." I play with my cross.
"I'ma head out ..I gotta say sorry to that stud from earlier I feel type bad fr" I dap her up and find the girl and apologize. "Hey" i hear Lily I turn . "Hi" I keep my voice soft . "Can we talk?" I nod . We walk into the media office and I sit on the couch.
"Wassup?" I say and she stands near the door and I hear a click . Don't kill me . My head is throbbing from all the stress I have . I throw it back preparing myself for what she's gonna say . Because if I'm being honest. If she broke up with me I wouldn't blame her . I'd want her to be happy even if it wasn't with me.
To be continued....
Sorry I've just always wanted to write that 😭💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕 also I need to see Paige in one of those longs sleeves ugh 😩 need it ⬇️
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Experience (sequel to innocence)
Teen Fictionthey last talked it's been months from the hurt and the happiness the shared Lily has a new relationship pushing her to greater things but what happens when Paige runs into her will old feelings spark or will she keep running ? Will love reach its e...
