Experience (sequel to innocence)

Lily reed

Paige pov:

It's been a week since Lily has been home the girls don't ever leave her side and I've been so busy with practice and school work that I have felt so distracted by everything. I drive to the store and get a boo basket for Lily. She told it to Azzi and then told me.

I finally get her orange Lily's and get her things set up in my car . I drive back into campus and make my way up to her dorm . I knock and I put the basket over my face .
"Hey Paige not now" kk answers and I put the basket down and furrow my eyebrows .

"What's wrong?" I walk in and see Lily
In a corner swinging back and forth holding her head. This happens once a week if she dosent take the meds she's supposed to take . The first time it happened I got bitch smacked and kicked . It took an hour to calm her down. "Hey baby" .

"Lily baby" I grab her pills from the cabinet and water . I sit infront of her and give the things to kk . I slowly reach for her hands . "Let me go!...don't touch me...let me goo!" He screams breach out . They sound exactly like the ones from the tapes . After kicking and shoving she calms. I caress her face . "Lily...look at me baby" I pull her legs on mine she starts crying as she takes the medication. "I'm so sorry..I'm so fucking sorry I hate that you have to see me like that..I'm really sorry" she sobs .

I nod "baby don't apologize to me we're getting through this love" I rub my nose on hers and wipe her tears . "I have a surprise for you..cmon" I grab her waist and pick her up . She wraps her legs around me and hugs me. I rub her back as I walk into the living room. "Look baby" I put her down and she sees the basket. "No way...no you didn't.."

She turns and her eyes start tearing up again. "Hey no no no" I kiss her head . "I've been so mean to you and I've pushed you away." I pull away from her and kiss her . Second kiss I've given her . "I'll do anything to see you happy" she hugs me . "Ima head out yo I just got a pr package" kk nod and daps me up . "You wanna try on some pjs and watch something?" She looks at me and I kiss her nose "can we sit and cuddle?" I lift my eyebrows "are you comfortable with that ?" She nods "I just don't want you to be mad" i kiss her "cmon baby" .

We sit and talk as she looks into her basket. "Hey Paige?" She ask as I look away from my phone . "Yeah?" She plays with her hands . "Where you ever mad at me at all?" How could I ever be mad at her. It was an impossible thing to do. "No ...there were times when I was hurt ..down and under and the only person I wanted was you..and god there were days I wanted to give up ...but my heart wouldn't let me..not even how hard I tried" I paused and looked at her "you are the best thing that has happened to me since I've shot my first hoop..." she smiles and kisses me .

She made the first move. And god did I miss her. She kneels up. My hands graze her thighs and she backs up . "Shit...I'm sorry" I see her body language change. To far Paige . Fuck . God help me. "No it's okay I'm sorry I want to..I just ...can't" I nod and hug her "I got you baby trust me" .

Long chapter I knowwww I feel so bad for Lily my poor sweet girl just keeps getting shit but it gets better I swear !⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕