Living In The Shadows by Alayna Marie Ayres

Chapter 40 darkest hour

Life has a way of testing us sometimes my life has been roller coaster of emotions honestly when I heard about drakes passing it effected me on so many levels and I just wish it wasn't true at all but it is he helped me through so much in my life and I wanted to thank them for that because with out his inspiration and encouragement I wouldn't be who I am today thank you drake for everything you had done in my life I will be forever grateful you meant to such to me in my life in so many others you impacted the world with your kindness and grace you will be forever missed thank you for helping me through the darkness and being my beckon of light in my life I shall always swing for the fences  and always believe in my self thank you drake I always hold a special place in my heart for you you meant the world to me drake you helped me Through so much I wish I was able to hug you and tell you thank you for all the beautiful moments and words you gave to us. I will miss you sliver fox forever and always You helped me through lot of tough times drake you Helped me get into shape and feel better about myself thank you for your wisdom and your encouragement you see people sometimes you have to realize what impact people have on you in my darkest hour they were always lifting me up when I needed the most I appreciate it more than anything else in the world when someone saves you from your lowest point in your life it's really amazing I shall always grateful for what they have done for me you thank you.
I shall leave you with this it's not the legacy of a mans life it's how much he's loved and the lives he has touched❤️ Drake I wish I could have told you how much you meant to me because you have no idea how much you helped me you were truly amazing man who impacted others than you know everyone expressing how you feel during your lowest moments it's hard to do I was such a mess back then I didn't know what to do or how to deal with it and drake was my beckon of light and honestly it was such punch to the soul when I heard this news it made me feel like I was losing my father all over again it was such deep dark place that I didn't wanna visit ever again I didn't want this to be real or anything I felt so numb it felt like I was losing part of my self once again which wasn't I wanted at all you see when someone lifts you up from darkness you shall never forget it or ever want too I know I shall heal from this but it will take time again it feels like that the door of darkness has visited me and won't let go of me I want this to be a dream that I will wake up from but I know it's not this so difficult for me he inspired me in so many ways and I shall forever grateful for that.
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