Living In The Shadows by Alayna Marie Ayres

Chapter 7 This Time

I decided it was time to take my power back I couldn't take it anymore the pain I was feeling I couldn't face it anymore I felt like my world was an hour glass shattered through time and I wasn't able to breathe through my pain I decided to take matters into my own hands I stood up for myself one day I just couldn't deal with abuse anymore I snapped and I lost it completely something inside of me just couldn't stop it from happening and to be honest with you I didn't want to do because the teachers wouldn't even do anything so I just didn't care anymore about it I just did what I want to do at this point because they didn't even want to help me with this crap anymore so what's the point I said if you didn't believe me I thought to myself I am never going let anyone else take my power away ever again to do all of the abuse and I had to to do something and let me tell you this it felt like someone else was taking over me in that moment but I didn't even care anymore I couldn't bare it anymore the physical pain and everything else I was experiencing at this moment in time and I never looked back on it they say pain can make you stronger and it does for some people not all everyone experiences pain in different ways which isn't easy at all for anyone just remember that you are loved and wanted I had to believe that myself which was very difficult to me for face it and I did so I thought I could but I didn't know how to? How I was supposed to trust anyone or anything ? Who would believe me I thought or who would help me ?