Why do we sometimes fund sleep hard to come by? What is it about the hours of rest that sometimes refuse to come to us? I suppose that answer is different for everyone, for some it may be that there are too many thoughts traveling around your precious mind, making you restless with embarrassment, anxiety and uncontrolled emotion. For others it may be that the darkness is the only place in your mind you feel safe, and that perhaps scares you to not enter it in fear of the peace you can't get while awake. But for me it seems differnt, I wonder is anyone else has this dilemma? But simply, I cannot sleep for the place I go in my dreams is a place where I'm scared to Travel.
My dreams, though full of awe and wonder, are also racked with terrifying demons and monsters that are impossible to control or fend off. I can't sleep because sleep isn't really sleep, I wake up more tired than before, as though my dreams are real and have exhausted me out.
I, as most do, love sleep, and love dreaming. But when dreams are a please to real to escape too, why would I really want to sleep?
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Hiya, this is, I suppose, for those who can't sleep and need something to do, if you have anything, any dreams or stories you want me to put in here for people to see I would love too, just send me a message or drop a comment. I'm bored and it's the wee hours of the morning, so I figured with all this time why not do something productive?
P.s. This isn't real, it's a story, I'm really quite sane (to a certain extent) and am not the sort to put a real journal on here, but I would love to put things on here for anyone who wants. Tenks xxxxx
