extra credit| billie eilish

thirty.

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ally pov:

i laid on billie's couch, shark laying beside me, snoring obnoxiously.

my head was in billie's lap, billie's fingers stroking my hair gently.

"ally i can't keep doing this." billie spoke.
"doing what?" i asked.
"this-" she gestured with her hands to us on her couch.
"i can't keep doing this to willow. she's a good girl. i can't play pretend behind her back." billie said.

i sat up, hunching over onto billie's couch, putting my elbows on my knees.

"so what do you want me to do?" i asked.
"break up with her or leave me alone." billie spoke.

i turned my head quickly toward her, furrowing my eyebrows.

"what?" i asked.
"i'm not a teenager anymore ally. i know i deserve to be loved out in public and not some secret." she said.
"i need time billie." i said.
"why so you can keep getting willow more and more attached to you just to break up with her? what about ezra? he chose to stay with willow over his own mom! he's getting attached to her and she's getting attached to you! don't be an asshole and ruin something good. choose her ally. please." billie said, her voice barely above a whisper at the end.

i put my head in my hands, sighing, not knowing what i want.

"but i miss you. i miss you in my life i can't be nothing with you billie. please. can we just...stay friends?" i asked.
"i don't know..." billie said.
"i promise i just want to be friends. i wanna hang out with you and i want you to be in ezra's life. i'll stay with willow. i promise. i just can't lose you again." i said.

billie stood up, running her hands through her dark brown hair, sighing while looking down at me.

"but all of your feelings are still there ally. you're just saying you'll stay friends with me. are you still in love with me?" billie asked.

i looked up at her, not wanting to answer, my eyes half shut.

"just. go home ally. we can talk another time." billie said.

i stood up, opening my arms to pull her into a hug before i left.

billie hesitated for a moment before wrapping her arms around my neck, hugging me tightly.

i pulled away first, grabbing my phone and keys and leaving billie's house.
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me and willow laid tangled up in our sheets, both naked and breathing heavily.

willow had her arm draped across me, one of her legs bent at the knee and laying across my thighs.

my chest heaved, the both of us trying to catch our breaths.

"i love you." i whispered.

the words rolled off my tongue the second they entered my mind, making me shut my eyes when i didn't hear a response back.

i looked down at willow, her eyes looking up at mine, a grin on her face.

she giggled a little bit before moving up and kissing me, her lips soft against my own.

"i love you ally." she said.

i smiled, pushing her back onto our bed and peppering kisses all over her face, crawling back on top of her.

willow smiled into all of my kisses, her arms coming up and wrapping around my neck.

"let me take you out to dinner." i spoke.
"now?" she asked.
"yes. right now. let's get ready." i replied.

i stood up, walking to my bathroom to shower quickly.
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willow stood in front of me, her black skin tight dress hugging her perfect curves.