extra credit| billie eilish

thirty three.

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ally pov:

"fuck." i cursed.

i woke up around 8 in the morning in tre's bed, with tre nowhere to be found.

i walked out of his room, seeing him passed out on the couch with zeus beside him.

we must've smoked all night because i felt like shit and his house smelt heavily of weed.

i found my keys on his couch and walked to his front door, closing it quietly not to wake him and then heading to my car.

my phone was still on silent so i turned it off, seeing multiple texts from both willow and billie.

i shot billie a text, telling her i was on my way home and telling willow the same, knowing her and ezra were probably still asleep.

i nearly sped back home, parking my car quickly and making my way up to my apartment half asleep.

the door was unlocked when i got there, as willow texted me saying she left it open.

i closed it quietly behind me, seeing sierra asleep in her room and closing her door as well.

i was quiet going up the stairs, ezra fast asleep in his room but my door wide open always just in case he wanted to sleep with me and willow.

willow was also asleep when i got up there, on her side not facing the doorway.

i took my tank top off cause it smelled like billie but not my sweats because they smelled like tre which would make it more believable when i told her where i was all night .

my bed was warm and it felt like heaven crawling in and getting under my comforter.

i wrapped my arm around willow, pulling her into me and putting my head into her neck.

she woke for a minute before realizing it was just me and then scooting closer into me, getting comfortable.

"i'm sorry." i whispered.
"for what." she asked.
"storming out like that. i just needed to think." i replied.

she hummed, turning her face to kiss my lips then turning back over and going back to sleep.

stormy jumped into bed with us, curling up into my side and getting comfortable.

willow was asleep again quickly but i was wide awake, simply thinking.

i couldn't get billie out of my head. and i know i should be upset that she kissed my girlfriend but the guilt in my chest from the fact that i've been sleeping with her for months wouldn't go away.

"what's wrong." willow asked.

she didn't turn around, staying facing away from me with her eyes closed.

"nothing. just thinking." i replied.
"about what?" she asked.

i stayed silent, not wanting to answer.

"billie?" she asked.

my head turned to look over at willow who was still laying with her head facing the wall.

"our conversation just didn't go the way i planned." i spoke.

willow hummed, probably half asleep now as her breathing got heavier.

i turned around, getting comfortable enough to go to sleep with billie still on my mind.
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i stared in front of me at willow working, she had been mixing and serving drinks all night and the only reason i came with her to work was because i didn't want to be alone.