it is a fall morning
i love the leaves
but my favorite trees are on your road
after 4 years i can't go home that way
my turn signal might accidentally click right
i'll end up back where i started
but i won't get that feeling anymore
maybe that's why i don't go that way
the thought of having everything i love so much
but not having that feeling anymore scares me
i had to make a new playlist
redirect my entire taste in music
even the new songs remind me of you though
i don't think i will escape that
i actually know that
i'm a person of routine
and you're my routine
so i won't take my usual way home or listen to my favorite playlist or watch my favorite movies or sit in parking lots
but i will think about it
pretend i did
so i can remember that feeling
pretend that we get another try
this time it works and i wake up on a fall morning with you
and we drive home listening to our favorite playlist and we watch our favorite movies and kiss in dark parking lots
i like that version better
