I don't know what started it
I'm not sure when the love stopped
I can remember when you were proud of me
But it's been so long
I'm hurt
I'm hurt beyond fixing and I know it
All I've ever wanted is for you to love me
I didn't ask to be put here
You put me here but you act like you wish I was gone
Maybe one day I'll make you happy
But I'm starting to think the only way I can
Is if I was gone
I know I'm a burden
I know no one would care
And I'm so tired of trying to fix everything
So maybe I should just disappear
Then would you be happy
Cause that's all I've ever wanted