i do my make up
wipe it off every time i start to cry
i curl my hair
think about how you've never seen it this long and i didn't curl it this way when we were together
i cook my food to take my mind off of things
but those are the same noodles i used to cook your favorite food
i finally get to the dinner
our pictures still on the wall
my mom couldn't figure out
why she couldn't place us for the photo the same as last year
i mumble something about how we're missing someone
i eat
i'm tired
i break down
i want to nap with you in your bed
i wish it was as simple as napping with you in your bed
