As i lie covered in darkness i look back over at her bed 'she likes me....' i think to myself and turn my head back to look up at the ceiling. I never really thought about anything like that about her before, or even at all until now. My mind starts to think, i still sit in darkness, i slowly start to smile thinking that someone would care about me that much. "i....don't know if you can hear me but i'm like.....happy i think?" i partially whisper, 'she probably has her music blaring, i wonder what song...' i think to myself. i let out a quiet sigh and decide to fall asleep, do as she asked. i shut my eyes but my mind can't stop thinking about her liking me 'how long has she liked me? how have i not known? who else knows about it? have i said something stupid that hurt her?'.
i toss and turn all night, i can't stop thinking, the voice starting to become annoying as i just want to sleep but i can't. i eventually drift off but awake a few hours later but it only felt like 10 minutes, i sit up and go to the bathroom my mind going back to the same thoughts.
i look at myself in the mirror before leaving 'do i look funny?' i think to myself 'wait why am i worried about that if i never changed myself before for her to like me why does it matter now?'.
i quietly and slowly walk down the hallway once again to return to bed trying so hard not to wake her. i grab my phone from next to me and check the time 5:43am, finally morning.
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Lovesick
Romance2 best friends, 1 falls in love, the other unsure. will the situation break their friendship? or will they get together? this is turning out longer then i thought but thats fine UPDATES: every monday
