Callia comes back after a few minutes, we sit there in silence for a few seconds before she tells me something. "you need to eat something" she says kinda concerned, 'i'm not hungry though' i think before Lexa butts in "yeah you can't just not eat". "but i'm not hungry" i say back but Callia doesn't care, she wants me to eat. she grabs a slice of warm but almost cold pizza and puts it on my plate "eat please". 'she probably thinks i don't want to eat because of what she said' that wasn't the case at all, i just wasn't that hungry but i eat the slice anyways hoping it would make the situation better.
After lunch we go back to the trampoline once again with her brother, we chatted and joked but i still kept thinking about what she said. i tried my best to keep it as normal and usual as possible especially since Lexa was there, she probably would have thought we had a fight or something. we jump around for a bit, i lied in the sun to stay warm, we sat in a circle whilst her brother ran in circles around the trampoline.
Eventually 2:30pm rolled around, it was time for me to go home for my appointment.
I wave by at the gate, i wish i could give her a hug but didn't. after the gates closed they leave and head inside whilst i jump into the back seat, Celia in the front. she's always in the car when i'm getting picked up or going somewhere. As my mum turns the car on and we start to drive through the street i plug in and put on my headphones. 'the playlist' i remember and i search for Callia's profile and dig for the playlist, my eyes find it 'i want her so bad', i press it. the playlist is on shuffle and i haven't looked at the songs. i turn my volume up slightly to hear the first song, 'rather be' started playing i sit there shocked in the back seat. 'WHAT?! NO, PLEASE WHYYYYYYYY' i grab my phone to check i'm not losing my marbles, nope it was playing. i look back out my window 'i'm so stupid omg, how did i not notice she likes me? do i like her? what do i do holy shit. i fucked it up i should have done something, i did NOTHING! omg i'm such an idiot, aaaaaa' i think to myself as the song continues, the line 'if you gave me a chance i'll take it' plays through my headphones and i continue to sit there, thinking.
'i fucked something up, i just know it'
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Lovesick
Romance2 best friends, 1 falls in love, the other unsure. will the situation break their friendship? or will they get together? this is turning out longer then i thought but thats fine UPDATES: every monday
