MATTHEO
This year at Hogwarts has been different to the last. Maybe it's because I've come into this year fifteen, with some experience under my belt. Over the holidays I had nowhere else to stay but with my father. And let's just say, that nothing makes you grow up more than a school break with him. I've put in extra work this year in my classes. It's fucking horrible, but I'm getting top marks. Apart from that, I'm almost positive I'm in the lead for the Little Black Book points. I've already had sex with three girls, made out with at least another six at parties, and had a few petty good blow jobs to keep the tally up. Unlike last year, checking the names off the list feels a little different. Although Theo thinks I'm joking with all my flirty compliments towards Y/N, I'm pretty sure I actually feel something for her, which has got to mean my heads gone all fucked up cause I'm not all that good with feelings things.
In my mind, she's mine. But she's so caught up on the dickhead Diggory. He's a fucking player and gets away with that shit because he's popular and a Hufflepuff. Like just because he wears around a yellow tie and bright smile, doesn't mean he still can't be a fuckboy who messes with girls feelings.
I know that's what's happening to Y/N, she just can't see it herself. I don't know how to tell her either. She fully believes his little lie of breaking up with Cho after the Yule and being with her instead. And as much as I'd love for her to get want she wants, even if that means Diggory, I have a bad ache in my gut telling me he's not going to drop Cho anytime soon.
Talking about the Yule, it's next weekend. So this weekend, I thought I'd take Y/N to Hogsmeade to pick out a dress. I told her a month or so ago that it'd be my shout, and I'm planning on living up to that deal, especially because her Mum's not around to help pick out a dress.
On my way to Y/N's dorm I try to think of the most convincing way to ask her to go with me today. I'm hoping she doesn't have anything else on already.
I knock on the door and I get greeted with a beautiful smiling face, I swear she's made of pure sunlight, 'What are you doing here?', she lets me inside.
'Do you wanna go to Hogsmeade with me today?', yeah, super convincing Matt good job.
'I'm supposed to be hanging out with Ceddy', Ceddy? Bloody hell I'm going to need a cig.
'Where is he then?'
'With Cho, he said he'll get away as soon as he can, so I'm just waiting around', her face reddens and she starts picking at her fingers. Fuck a cigarette; I'm going to kill him instead.
'You shouldn't have to wait for a guy you know.'
'He's worth waiting for', shit, maybe she's fallen more than I'd thought.
'Come on, please?', god am I really that pathetic? Begging her, yuck. 'I though we could get our outfits for the Yule Ball.'
'Oh, yeah I kinda forgot about that', she giggles and her face lights up again, 'You don't already have something to wear?', yeah, I do, but I'd buy a million more suits to spend time with you.
'Nah'
'Oh', she reaches for her phone on her bed, 'Let me just message Ced and let him know my plans have changed', fuck yeah.
Before I know it pretty blondie and I are walking down the main street of Hogsmeade. She's been talking about Diggory the whole fucking way here, and if it wasn't for her extremely ear pleasing voice, I would've lost the piss. When she wasn't rattling on about the dickhead, we decided that we may as well do some Christmas shopping while we're here. Y/NM says she gets lollies for Theo every year and wants to go to Honeydukes. To pair with the lollies she wants to buy both him and Enzo something from Zonko's Joke shop. Apparently Enzo's sister is a good writer or something, so Y/N want's to get her a new quill. Along with that she said she wants to buy her Grandma an apron and pick something up for her Dad.
