When the stars align

Finding voice

As Jimin asked me to go live, I opened my phone and looked at Jimin.

"Are you sure?" I asked, still a bit hesitant if it is OK or not.

Jimin nodded his head and said " just don't let them know you are talking about a particular person. Just talk normally and go to that topic slowly and tell them it's ok to decline some times, that you are here for them and we all gonna support each other. no one is alone or whatever you want to add. ''

'It's easy for you to say, here I don't have a single word to say to armies 'I thought to myself and went live...

Slowly by slowly every one joined and the message section started moving fastly cause of nonstop message armies were sending...

I smiled and said "Hello'' and start to read the comments in my mind..

'' how are you? '' I read out loudly. '' am fine''I replied.

my mind still wandering around how to start the topic' should I do it now or wait for sometime '

''you were waiting for me?'' I asked with suspicious eyes but chuckled.. huh! it's awkward...

'' Thinking of the old days, where we used to practice whole day and nights but still people used to say, '' what you are doing is worthless and at the end you gonna regret''. there were time when we wanted to give up and let the society decide what we are meant to do. but, at that time we all were each other's support, each other's comfort zone.... well it happens with everyone, right? everyone have different things but pressure feels the same. where you want to run away and hide somewhere that no one wlll ever find you. at that time people do needs someone to listen to them and comfort them ''

I saw the chatbox filling with concerning and different emojies, some were like what happened, we are here, don't overdo yourself and some were sharing there things.
I continued and said '' Army remember that I am always here for you all, BTS are always here for you guys. to listen to you, to comfort you, to hug you tightly and tell you everything's gonna be okay. you are not alone. your feelings, your thoughts, your dreams, your voice.. everything matters, don't let anyone silent you. Remember you have right to choose your own way, to express yourself and to be yourself.. ''

Namjoon Hyung joined me expressing his point of view and telling armies to express themselves. and don't let anyone decide your limits.

san's pov

I watched Taehyung's live as don't know how but he predicted my situation. All he talked were motivational 'speak yourself, express yourself, your feelings matters the most' his words echoes in my mind even though you don't know about me but some how you came live at correct time 'yes you are the person whose comfort I needed the most now.'

But motivation isn't all you need San, you have to talk to your parents now. keep calm and let's talk it out.

In the night time as after having dinner, I sat with my parents trying my best to start the conversation
' collect yourself san '

"Mummy papa... hmm, I understand your concern but I want to focus on my studies and career '' I said in low tone but enough for them to hear.

My mom smiled and said '' it was just a meeting san, these things takes time and we are not going to marry you now. ''

San scrunched her face and said '' still why this early, am still young to focus on my career instead of marrying ''

My dad said '' we just want your happiness San, if we gonna start now then we will be able to find a good match for you. it's better to be sooner rather than regretting later ''

I said '' I consider your thoughts but also my dreams,if the family doesn't consider my dream it's a NO ''

My dad nodded his head in assurance and said '' let's find someone suitable together ''

I nodded and just smiled a little and walked out of the room.
' they will not understand that I don't want to marry '

I sat on my bed as suddenly my phone buzzed as I picked and saw a notification '' thv have posted a story ''

I opened taehyung's story as it was a sky pick with a note''sky is full of stars, wish upon one.''

I smiled and messaged him
'' Even though you are not here to support me but your live was all I needed. everything you said was somehow motivated me. I talked with my parents even though they didn't agree on me not marrying someone but said what ever gonna happen will consider my acceptance too. well that's a big thing.... Tae thank you for everything, good night.. lots of love